i notice I've wrote all these:
"i wonder why people could actually give up their lives while others who wish to live longer cant even get to live enough. sometimes living is really harsh and unbearable. some people make it through and some couldn’t. I’ve heard many suicide cases all related to relationships, i truly understand the pain of breakups and stuff, but i feel nobody is really worth anyone to die for. But.. sometimes we act and before we could even regret its already done and over. always remind yourself that, you’re not the only one who is depress, you’re not the only one who is unlucky. if people can live under such harsh conditions, why cant you? its never easy to do, but only when you strive though the harsh conditions then you will see the true beauty of life. Never give up.""Maybe i just wanted to constantly remind myself that, nobody is worth wasting time on. People take people for granted, and they don’t feel appreciated. Because i always cared for others, i always hope that i will get them to care for me too. But in reality, they only care about themselves, and neglecting how i feel. I feel used and only needed when he/she needs help. I no longer want to live in a place where i smile because people wanted me to. Now i smile only because i feel i deserve to, and to do things i think i can satisfied myself. From the start, life is meant to be alone. I have seen this point, experience it and now fully convinced."lol. obviously i didn't have it in this blog. I don't like emo entries. Anyways, sometimes i'm surprise what i've wrote and at times i don't even remember. Its all because of guan's problems, it reminded me of such post. lols. funny.
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