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Mango Cake Recipe 2

2011-05-05T06:20:00.007+08:00

This recipe seems easy due to the ingredients and steps involved.

I should try this out these days.

Mango Cake Recipe:

Adapted from: My Wok Life

Yields 8" cake (about 12 small slices)

Ingredients:

200 grams of sponge cake premix (Optima Ready Mix from Bake King brand)
3 large eggs
50ml mixture of milk + water (about 1/4 small cup)
10 gram of butter (1 teaspoon sized)
1 teaspoon of mango flavour
1 teaspoon of ovalette (called it sponge cake gel or sponge cake stabilizer)
200ml of whipped cream (click for Homemade Whipped Cream Recipe)

2 ripe mangoes, diced (Half the amount for filling, half the amount for topping. Dice it chunk for the topping.)

Method:
Mix cake premix flour, butter, milk mixture, and eggs into large mixing bowl. (i guess the method left out the mango flavour and also the ovalette) Use electrical mixer to beat cake mixture well at medium speed (No. 2), for 8 – 10 minutes.
Pre-heat oven for 10 minutes, set temperature to 180°C.
Grease and line a sheet of grease-proof paper evenly on a 8” square or round baking pan. Pour in cake mixture.
Place baking pan at centre rack. Bake for 30 – 35 min using 180°C (top and bottom heat on), or until toothpick inserted in the centre comes out completely clean.
Allow cake to cool on wire rack, for about an hour.
Assemble:
When cake is completely cooled, slice it into 2 layers, using bread knife.
For filling: Use half the amount of whipped cream with half the amount of diced mangoes you have prepared, and combine it well. Spread a thick layer of filling evenly on the bottom layer of cake. Leave some space around the edge of the cake.
Top another layer of cake. Spread another half amount of whipped cream just on top or covering the whole cake. Next, place another half amount of the chunky diced mangoes on top evenly. Chill decorated cake in the refrigerator till ready to serve.

Tips: Chill the decorated cake in the refrigerator, for even better and more refreshing taste.
*Do not over-fill the centre layer of the cake to avoid spillage from the edge when placing with another layer of cake on top.

Mango Cake Recipe

2011-05-05T05:56:00.006+08:00

Just in case i lost this recipe. Heh.

Mango Cake Recipe:

Adapted From: Happy Home Baking)

Ingredients:
(make a 18-20cm round cake)

4 eggs, bring to room temperature
100g caster sugar
4g salt
140g cake flour
30g salad oil**
30g fresh milk

filling & frosting:
1 cup non-dairy whipping cream + 1 teaspoon of mango essence + 1 tablespoon of brown sugar
3 Mangoes

Method:

Sift cake flour, set aside. Grease and line a 20cm round pan with parchment paper (powder the pan with flour it helps to ensure the cake won't get stuck), set aside. Pre-heat oven to 180degC. Position rack at the lower bottom of the oven.
With an electric mixer, whisk eggs and sugar & salt on HIGH speed for about 5 to 7mins, until the batter double in volume and is ribbon-like (the beater should leave a ribbon-like texture when the batter is lifted up). Turn to LOW speed and whisk for another 1 to 2 mins. Whisking at low speed helps to stabilize the air bubbles in the batter. (Total approximate 10-12 minutes, just make sure it really double in volume)
Add sifted cake flour into the batter. With a spatula, gently fold in the flour until well blended. (Fold in real quick, you can sift and fold in together, get it done in 1-2 minutes so as not to deflate the batter)
With a spatula, mix about 1/3 of the batter with the salad oil in a separate bowl. Fold in this mixture into the remaining batter. This method will help to ensure the oil will be fully blended and at the same time will not deflate the batter.
Add in fresh milk and fold in gently with spatula.
Pour the batter into the pan and bake for 35 mins or less (don't over bake), or until a skewer inserted in the centre comes out clean. Unmold and cool completely.

Assemble the cake

With an electric mixer, whip the whipping cream till soft peak and add in 1 teaspoon of mango essence & 1 tablespoon of brown sugar and beat till stiff.
Slice the cake horizontally into 3 layers. Place one of the cake layers cut-side down on a cake plate.
Spread the whipped cream over the layer. Arrange Mango slices to cover the whole layer. Fill with some more whipped cream. Top with the second cake layer, cut-side up.
Repeat step 3 for the second cake layer. Top with the third layer.
Spread the whipped cream over the top and side of the cake. Decorate as desired.

(**Note: Salad oil is a term which I have translated from the Chinese recipe. It refers to vegetable oil. You can use sunflower oil, canola oil, olive oil, as long as the type of oil you use doesn't give a strong smell.)

i can't seem to get excited about anything

2011-04-30T00:11:00.003+08:00

"I never get excited about things, I never, ever laugh out loud, and there is nothing in life that I get enthusiastic about. Generally, the most happy I am is when I am left alone to wallow in my lonesomeness, losing myself on the computer, or in front of the television, perhaps. I hate my job, and I don't know why I bother doing it, other than for money to eat and exist, and because society doesn't like dropouts. But staying in my job is like wasting my life."

I think what it says here is so true about me. I always fall into this state all the time, or perhaps I'm always in this stage and just pulling a fake mask in normal daily lives. I don't like to be depressed. Nobody likes you and it's annoying to have some depressed freaks around you. I'm not sure what makes me who i am today. I wasn't sure who i really am and what i like and what drives me. I looked back at blog entries perhaps 6 years back, i swore what i wrote on the blog seems like I'm always depressed every now and then, and always blaming people and getting annoyed and frustrated about the tiniest issue. (I even wrote their names in full and call them names) I looked like i needed attention. In fact i don't even remember i wrote all that! It felt like it wasn't me. But to be honest, who am i?

What if

2009-07-06T12:15:00.002+08:00

what do i need to stop hurting?
closure?
or just happiness..
i can't fathom what I'm feeling right now.

Lene Marlin - What If

What if I don't wanna move on
If I like it as it is
Wanna keep it like this, for a while...forever
Just let me lie close to you
Don't wanna let you go, don't wanna let you go

If I said I want you, if I said I need you
If I said I love you, what would you do
If I said I want you, if I said I need you
If I said I love you, what would you do

What if I don't wanna forget
Don't want anyone but you
Believe me, it's true, for a while...forever
Just let me stay here with you
I don't wanna leave, I don't wanna leave

If I said I want you, if I said I need you
If I said I love you, what would you do
If I said I want you, if I said I need you
If I said I love you, what would you do

And I thought I could, let this go
I thought I would, but now I know
Now I know...

If I said I want you, if I said I need you
If I said I love you, what would you do
If I said I want you, if I said I need you
If I said I love you, what would you do

What if ...

Osen

2009-06-07T17:05:00.003+08:00

I recently finished watching this Japanese drama called "Osen" . The main focus of the drama is on traditional cooking methods of Japanese cuisine, and how they tried to keep their tradition with the fast changing society. To be honest, I did not have any expectations for the drama, but it turns out really good. The female actress is really really sweet and pretty, she's like the girl next door (this picture don't do her justice). I notice I keep repeating "she's so pretty/cute" throughout the drama. It's also amazing that even though her character is really innocent and nice, she don't appear weak and irritating. A must watch for me!

Momentum 2009

2009-05-30T21:42:00.004+08:00

Went to watch Momentum 2009 at RP yesterday. And some asshole totally crash my mood for the day. oh well, so I didn't actually pay attention to the dance performances at all. (only paid some attention to 2nd half )

Here's the line up for the performances:

1) Togetherness by Ngee Ann Polytechnic's NRA
2) Gun Gun Hong Chen by Evergreen Secondary School
3) Wicked by Dance Spectrum International
4) Miang Keladi (Coquettish) by RP Malay Cultural Group
5) Pursuit by Deyi Secondary School
6) Nirtha by RP Indian Cultural Group
7) Caderitas Sambrositas by SMU Caderas Latinas
8) Four Short Stories About Boys And Girls by NUS Dance Ensemble
9) Peace, Unity, Love And Having Fun by RP Hip Hop Dance Group
10) Masquerade by Dance Spectrum International
11) Naga Bhumiyin Narthanam by Bowen Secondary School
12) Redemption by St. Andrew's Junior College
13) Parallel Universe by ITE College East (Simei)
14) Tri-Rhythmic Dance by Teck Whye Secondary School
15) Historia De La Danza by RP Social Dance Group
16) Reunification by RP Modern Dance Group

I think the one i remember the most is the Nirtha by RP Indian Cultural Group if I'm not wrong. The whole theatre was practically cheering and clapping for them. The feeling is pretty amazing, cos i was feeling rather pissed and it's hard to be pissed when everyone is happy. The atmosphere is just wrong yah.

Oh and another group. Parallel Universe by ITE College East? Sorry man, to be honest. They're the only group that makes me think they look like a bunch of background dancers, that's really bad yer? That's why they're called budding dancers. Their dance move and everything don't look like an item to me. But then, background dancers not necessarily means they got no techniques, and many good dancers started off from being a background dancer.

I actually liked Redemption by St Andrew's Junior College. I liked their last year's performance and this year too. You know good dancers just draws you in and I liked how well they uses their body movements to portray emotions (thanks to their choreographer too). They're also the proud receipent of the Gold Honours awards in Singapore Youth Festival Central Judging 2003 to 2008 respectively. I mean that explains how good they are. 3cheers. As for NUS Ensemble, yeah they're good. Technically good. Because they're so perfectly on point and everything. But then, you feel so uptight watching them. I guess a little flaw won't harm yer.

Oh lastly, RP Social Dance Group. Hmmm, I can see improvements and changes here and there. The previous year was bad. The dance move and choreography is sloppish and you feel embarrass just by watching them. But this year is a little better, I think they got more members in. The choreo is slightly better, but I don't understand why they have to do technical poses when they're not good at it. You know those flipping the girl over the head yada yada. Good effort though.

Because my sister is a dancer, I get very critical when I'm watching dance performances. And I tend to pay attention to very detailed stuff. Overall, last year's momentum is better hahaha.

*floats off*

Britain's Got Talent

2009-05-26T16:38:00.002+08:00

I think I'm about to cry just by watching Britain's Got Talent.

Sue Son <- click to view
what will you choose? loyalty to a friend or your own passion? it's a tough decision. In the past I'll definitely pick loyalty. For now? I'll pick passion. In reality, life still goes on with or without a friend. Seen enough and had enough. And i bet all my friends will pick passion.

Faces of Disco
hahaa, funny act. Laughs out loud at Simon's comments.

After Sue Son, I'm craving for BOND!
Bond FTW!

*floats off*

I'll Be Missing You

2009-05-22T17:19:00.002+08:00

this right here
Goes out, to everyone, that has lost someone
That they truly loved

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hanging on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be
Words cant express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone, we still a team
Through your family, I'll fulfill your dream
In the future, cant wait to see
If you open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When its real, feelings hard to conceal
Cant imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still living your life, after death

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you

Thinking of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you

I miss you big

Its kinda hard with you not around
Know you in heaven smiling down
Watching us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts big I just cant define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Making hits, stages they receive you on
I still cant believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still living you're life, after death

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you

Thinking of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you

somebody tell me why

On that morning
When this life is over
I know
I'll see your face

Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
Every night I pray, every step I take
[puff] every day that passes
Every move I make, every single day
[puff] is a day that I get closer
[puff] to seeing you again
Every night I pray, every step I take
[puff] we miss you big... and we wont stop
Every move I make, every single day
[puff] cause we cant stop... that's right
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
[puff] we miss you big

capricorns?

2009-05-22T01:28:00.004+08:00

I'm feeling so angry right now that i could literally explode. You know how it feels when you tried so hard to understand, and to make someone feel better when they think they’re annoying, yet they don’t see your effort?

Though at times i might not like what you said or don’t agree with your views, i laugh it off and accepted it because we're friends and i assume you do the same for me. But i don't know if you see that there are people like me who actually tried to understand you and there are also people who just yell back at you.

I never once told you before, but sometimes I feel so offended by what you said, be it intentional or not.

When i first told you that I’m craving for onigiri, you said "where is the best onigiri u have eaten??" I have no idea why, but I was expecting you to say the onigiri that you've eaten in Japan is so delicious and those at the supermarts are crap. yea ha, i've never been to Japan, neither did i experienced osen before.

When I got excited about making onigini, I googled and show you the onigiri tool set. You said "no need tools to make onigiri one leh, they use hand to make the shape". To be honest, do you really think i don't know that? i thought a normal response should be "wao such a cute tool set" or something along the lines.

When i mentioned that particular guy look different on the pictures, you said "all u can see is pic and video, how u know he look different in real life". I’m like shocked cause i never said that he look different in real life, all I’m saying is the pictures on google don't look like him on video. o.o

When i introduce you a book that i think is good, you ended up pasting a wikipedia webpage of that book for me. Shouldn’t i be the one to give you that link? Since I'm the one trying to tell you how good that book is. Or you probably think that i don't know wikipedia existed and you wanted to show it to me. OR MAYBE you're trying to correct me that it’s not 'receiver' its 'receiver of memory'?

when i told you about me spending one whole night trying to figure out css and you responsed with "css that part only got a few parameters.. whole night to do.. tried every possibilities??" i dunno, maybe css to you is like abc, but its not to me. so what if its just few parameters, i spend time trying to understand them clearly.

i mean gosh, what’s that all about? Some people can easily assume that you're picking on them because you give negative responses to every single comment! Ok, maybe I got it all wrong.

But do you know how surprised I am when you asked me do i play all the notes or just the melody for the piano piece? yea, i do not have proper piano lessons like you do, but what makes you think that i can't play all the notes? I might not know it more than you, but you don't have to make it seems like I’m that pathetic.

It may seem like I'm overreacting or whatever. but in just a single conversation i can feel offended like twice, thrice or more. And you always assume things because you didn't even pay attention and listen to what we wanna say. you always wanted to be different, wanting to be someone that is not as described and you ended up being so difficult to be with. You're such a confusing individual that sometimes you're so sensitive, and so aware of what other people think or say about you to the extend that you have become insensitive to others. You tend to see things too realistically that you're caught up in your world thinking you know the best, or i know her too well, i know it better than others, and it makes you judgmental on everything. You make people feel like no matter how hard we try we can never be good enough. You always throw people with your sarcastic views and make yourself seemed like you're higher than everyone else yet you have the lowest self confidence at the same time. You're so uptight and serious that sometimes a joke ends up being a serious topic. You really need to know that people get offended when they don't know you well, and even for me who known you for like 9 years, its still difficult to handle it.

I don’t care if you read it or not, and I don’t need a reply. I don’t want to know how you felt about me or this situation; I don’t want to go through a whole new process of anger. If you concluded that I'm the one thats at fault, then i apologize for it, I regretted and shouldn't have use you as a topic of my dreams. I don’t want to make myself dislike you and to make you dislike me. It’s a vicious cycle. I don't want to listen to whatever, so just leave it as what it is.

new layout

2009-05-18T16:16:00.002+08:00

a new layout for a brand new day! i used to think that my previous layout is so perfect that i wouldn't change it anymore. but who knows, here i am with a brand new layout. i suppose we really can't deny the fact that we're never satisfied.

anyways, i don't know what i should say. but i hope you will feel better. i feel for your loss, and from what you wrote he must be a great man. still, i can't wait to see you soon. =)

*floats off*

10 things i like!

2009-05-13T15:44:00.016+08:00

ok my dearest honey-san wanted to blog about
"10 things i like" since we're both bored outta our mind.
I don't usually have anything that i really LIKED,
so well, i'll just write whatever that comes into my head.

10 THINGS sherrie LikED (recent):

1. Marc Jacobs Bag
The POSTMAN came slamming my door earlier.
woohoo I finally gotten the bag I wanted.
Missed the chance to get it previously.
How I wish i didn't missed the Louis Vuitton Mousepad too! Grrr

2. Louis Vuitton Monogramouflage Mouse Pad
Yes yes i know, really outdated.
But I'm needing a mousepad right now, and i mean BADLY.
And I would die to get such a cool mouspad.
or a coach one is fine tooo!

3. Nouvelle Vague
I really really liked them, their music is great.
I liked the fact that they cover existing songs and add in their own bossa nova style arrangements.
Same lyrics, but a total different feel to it. Charming.

Songs i recommend:
This is Not a Love Song
In a Manner of Speaking
Dance with Me
The Killing Moon
Love will tear us apart

so on...

oh and they have a song called "too drunk to fuck" LOL. seriously, look at the lyrics.

4. Greece, Santorini
I wanted to visit this place! Its so beautiful.
The valcanos, the sea, the sun.
I wanna sit back with a drink in one hand and enjoy the view. gosh
and i want my living room to have a mediterranean feel.

5. Jackets, Coats, Cardigans
I got crazy love for outerwear. Whatever design.
I can't get enough of it. whenever i visit any boutique i'm always attracted to those unique jackets.
especially those with really interesting design/prints.

Look at this, i want all of them!

6. Guess what
I'm not sure if its counted as a thing or not. but i this is what i like.
sorry i don't even know the actual term for this kind of moustache.
but omg, don't you think it makes a guy look really charming?
or was it just me?

7. Dramabeans.com
Dramabeans is one of my most visited website.
I like the way the author write her entries.
She(i assume so) write synopsis/or rather detailed summaries for dramas,
and in fact i think her synopsis is even much better than the drama itself.
I always end up reading instead of watching the dramas.
That's because I can't resist myself from not reading what the author wrote.
Good job indeed.

8. MasaMIXES.com
He mix songs. and I love it.
and my favourite so far:
ADIOS 2008 - K-pop special mash-up - (19 songs in one)

9. Crabs.
as simple as that.
i love any dishes with crabs.

10. Watches
I always wanted to have a huge collection of watches.
any brands, designs, prices.
but well, its too expensive to be a hobby yeah?

*floats off

things you will never forget

2009-04-19T22:38:00.002+08:00

do you have any particular actor/drama/songs that you will never ever forget? or one that will always bring tears to your eyes?

for me, Takashi Sorimachi is the actor I will probably never forget. ever. I seriously have no idea how he look like right now, cos the image of him in my head still remains the same as 10 years ago (I guess he probably look the same too, lol). He used to be my ideal kind of guy because he's tall, dark, good looking yet not a pretty boy and very manly.

The drama that he is most famous for Great Teacher Onizuka is one drama that I'll never get sick of. No matter how many times I've watched it, I still get teary-eyed and at loss when it ends.

Also, not forgetting his songs too. Especially songs like "Forever" and "Poison" are so special to me, that it will just make my heart ache everytime I hear it.

He reminds me of the memories I have when I'm 13. Those carefree days that I missed and can never go back to.

Takashi Sorimachi FTW!

Recent Watchables (ignore recent)

2009-04-11T22:43:00.009+08:00

Recently I wasn't interested in romance dramas where they go through hell to get together in the end. I'm sick of seeing crying faces, possessive parents, life altering illnesses and jealous ex girlfriends. So now, I'm moving towards horror, detective, murder/thriller, revenge, comedy stories. I enjoy the suspense and the thrill of seeing people going all out to revenge. LOL. evilness. That's why after all the intriguing horror/detective/revenge drama that is enough to make you sleepless (i mean some are really THAT disturbing), you need a dose of comedy.

1) Mei-Chan no Shitsuji

Synopsis:

Mei-chan no Shitsuji is about a poor girl, Mei, whom after her parents' accidental death, she discovers that she's actually the heiress to a fortune, and is forced to transfer to St. Lucia Girls' Academy, where all the students have butlers! As a result, her childhood friend Kento decides to enroll in a butler school so that he can stay close to her.

This drama is funny, cute, touching, over the top corny and extremely unrealistic. But that's what makes it entertaining. Even though the female protagonist gets annoying at times, the rest of the cast makes up for it. Besides, its only 10 episodes (Jdramas are so straight to the point!). Better than having to watch a drama of 24 episodes and hated it at the end right. But still, I wish it's longer than 10 episodes. (If anyone notice, japanese are better at school dramas, they always have a HUGE cast and everyone is involved in the storyline with lots of bonding going on. and LASTLY! they still keep it short)

2) Special A

Synopsis:

Hikari Hanazono has always been second to Kei Takishima. When they were six years old, their pro-wrestling loving fathers introduced them to each other. Assuming that she was the best in wrestling, young Hikari challenged Kei to a wrestling match only to be thoroughly defeated by him. Ever since that fateful incident, Hikari swore to beat Kei in school grades, sporting events - anything. To do this, she has enrolled in the same school as Kei since elementary. Now she attends Hakusenkan, an ultra elite school, that costs her carpenter father a lot of money. Hikari and Kei are the top two students in the school, with Kei holding firmly to that number one position. While Hikari considers Kei to be a rival and important friend, she is completely unaware that Kei loves her. The story primarily focuses on Hikari and her constant attempts to defeat her one and only rival, Kei, and how she finds love in their rivalry.

HILARIOUS anime (though it's not 100% comedy, there's quite a few serious moments too). It's funny when its supposed to. I like it as much as I like Ouran High School Host Club. The plot ain't complicated (typical), and all you need to do is laugh. It's good if you don't want to spend your time watching a long running anime like naruto/bleach/hitman reborn..blah blah. No commitment needed. 24 episodes only.

3) Skip Beat!

Synopsis:

It is the story of Kyoko Mogami, a 16-year-old girl who discovers that her childhood friend and romantic goal, Sho Fuwa, only keeps her around to act as a maid and earn his living expenses, as he works his way to become the top pop idol in Japan. Furious and heart broken, she vows to get revenge by beating him in show business.

This is a good anime. At first, I thought its just a lame storyline of a girl wanting to revenge. But, its more than that. It started from where she join the show business for the sake of revenging to end up having a passion/talent for acting. The manga is ongoing for 6 years now, and i don't have a feeling that its ending anytime soon lol. But still, the anime is worth watching. (many would end up reading the manga instead)

4) Gakuen Alice

Synopsis:

Best friends Mikan and Hotaru grew up in a small town in the remote countryside. When Hotaru moves to a school for geniuses in Tokyo, Mikan misses Hotaru so badly that she decides to travel to Tokyo herself to find Hotaru. She finds Hotaru in a school called "Alice Academy," and finds that the school is actually for people with special powers called "Alices." Narumi-sensei, a teacher at the school, discovers that Mikan also happens to have an alice, and Mikan is permitted into the academy.

Frankly, its a pretty old anime. But I enjoyed watching it and was really disappointed that it won't have a season 2, because the manga itself is still ongoing. Also, the storyline wasn't as kiddy and cute as it looked, the manga was pretty dark and on the surface, Gakuen Alice is a fun, charming school story about cute kids with special powers, but it's also full of bullies, angst-filled pasts and mysterious adults. A must-watch/read for me.

more to come. .

Birthday <3

2009-03-14T01:03:00.003+08:00

i received my phone bills and my broadband on mobile cost me 60 bucks. wthe..heck! 60?! eep, i hardly even use wap and that few days cost me 60? o.O
bb on mobile banned.

*floats off*

i think i'm sexist

2009-03-09T06:28:00.005+08:00

seriously, I think I'm a really huge fan of Son Ye Jin.

I started liking her since "The Classic", and I came across the movie when I'm wandering around causeway point (i don't remember who, but apparently my friend is late so I'm walking around like an idiot and somehow a standing poster of it caught my attention).

The poster isn't attractive or anything, and back then i don't even know who she was. (y'know, at that time I'm not into Korean entertainment YET).

Ok so, THEN only recently i noticed, I've watched 9 out of 11 movies of hers. WOO! *applause*

Such as...

1) "Lover's Concerto" with the deceased Lee Eun Joo/Ju and Cha Tae Hyun (the sassy girl male protagonist). Its basically about young friendship and love.. ;

2) "The Classic" that i mentioned earlier, hmm still one of my favourites. I'm not those kind of people who buy dvd or sorts, but i did for this movie. Oh and I fell in love with Canon in D because of this movie, and yer i even started to learn how to play Canon in D ;

3) "Crazy First Love" again with Cha Tae Hyun, very typical er high school love story. kinda lame ;

4) "A Moment to Remember" a major tearjerker and definitely on my MUST-WATCH list. I forgot to mention, the male protagonist is smexy ;

5) "April Snow" with the ~~famous~~ Bae Yong Joon, gaaa I think i almost fall asleep on this one, but for the sake of son ye jin i managed to keep myself awake ;

6) "Art of Seduction" where she acted as a first class player, hmmm I liked it, its simple, refreshing and entertaining ;

7) "Yobi, the Five Tailed Fox" *coughs* believe it or not, its a cartoon. i watched it because its voiced by son ye jin, LOLx but it wasn't a bad story ;

8) "Open City" where she is a...thief? no err a gang leader of pickpockets..yada but it also includes Kim Myung Min which is a good actor ;

9) "My Wife Got Married", the most recent flick of hers. Not the best, but good enough =D.

Shit. I'm such a fangirl. No, fan girl sounds weird, I'm not really that obsessed. But still, i can't wait for the next movie of hers "Into the White Night", the story revolves around a man and woman who’d been in love in their youth make an “irreparable mistake which ends in heartbreaking farewell.” The “mistake” is a murder, and they agree not to meet until the statute of limitations is over. - sounds interesting, something different from her usual roles.

I seemed to really go crazy for female artistes than male artistes, seriously i hardly spend anything on a male artiste, but instead i will buy a magazine if the front cover is Fann. When i look at my Cd rack, i noticed i've only bought 1 male singer's album, the rest belongs to my sister. Maybe it sounds weird, but I adore females that's pretty, talented..blah blah. someone that you can say "i wanna be like her", i mean she don't have to be a president, first lady or something that great. Whereas for a guy, i can't say i wanna be as good looking as him, and besides its not like if i buy all his albums he will have breakfast with me the next morning. LOL fantasy is cheap.

*floats off*

iPhone Ocarina is fab

2009-02-14T18:29:00.001+08:00

amazing application =D

Mad World

2009-02-12T14:58:00.006+08:00

" I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had "

Photo credit - Stickgirl

words

2009-01-28T11:29:00.006+08:00

"Sticks and Stones may break my bones, but words can never hurt me"

its such a classic lie. In actual truth, bruises can go away, but the scars the words make can last a life time. have you ever wondered how careless words can actually cost lives? did you know for every careless word you have spoken, you're liable for it? We’re all responsible for our own actions and attitudes. whether we're rich or poor, young or old, educated or not, we're all equal. We have no right to hurt others because we want to protect ourselves. Admitting defeat is never shameful, and saying sorry won't hurt. just because you feel that your pride worth millions, while ours cost a mere penny, we still deserve the same level of treatment and a sincere apology. frankly speaking, i do not have such a big heart to say you deserve forgiveness, that's why you're never forgiven for your evil deeds even though you don't give a damn about it.

The world, even in its present fallen state, is still a beautiful place, full of beautiful things. But beauty does not just lie in the sights we see, and in the sounds we hear. There is a moral beauty, as well as a physical beauty. And there is nothing more beautiful than a true and sincere heart; a heart that, like God, loves the truth, speaks the truth, and does the truth. - Jonathan Mason

i puke

2009-01-28T11:20:00.000+08:00

咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。咀咒你。

you

2009-01-26T20:32:00.001+08:00

I want you to suffer like I suffered, and to live a life of fear.

one

2009-01-18T06:32:00.004+08:00

Nobody knows about the tears that start pouring down your cheeks,
pouring without reason,
or about the broken glass raging a storm in your heart..

Because your wound turned into a sickness, your doors into walls,
And your image in the mirror has become the enemy, you're hurt, right?

Everybody turned a blind eye and left you, left you to suffocate,
Making you choose your end (they're so bad aren't they?).
You've lost your purpose to live.

With no road back you'd just wander forever
And your breath would give up before your hope.

Give My Love

2008-01-26T17:57:00.000+08:00

When I look in your eyes I can see that you
Want to be with me but you're so scared
And I don't know what to say or do
But the tears keep falling from your eyes
And I know that times won't change my love
And I can't do nothing to keep you

Oh, I'll give my love
Oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night

As the hours pass away
You think that love ain't here to stay
Feel a beat from your chest
But you don't give doubt a moment's rest
You dream the future and all you see is dark
Listen to your heart, baby,
The truth will set sparks

Now I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know, that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night

Now I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that time won't change my love
Take my love all through the night

Regards

Updates

2008-01-14T19:35:00.000+08:00

i know its been awhile
and i'm lagging behind.
i'll just do a brief update.

24 Dec 07 - X'mas Celebration (courtesy of Florence)

Venue: Mdm Wong's Place
Attendee: Me, Fulvia, Flor, Prissy, Alvin, Weeling, Patrick, Joanne, Wilson, Fai Ming, Lay Leng, Felicia, and Ful's parents

31 Dec 07 - New Year's Eve

I spend my day at Balastier with my LAO PENG YOU.
We went to watch the National Treasure,
and saw many people spending their new year eve eating McDs.
Simply speechless.

4th Jan 08 - Girl's Outing

We went out as usual...for a KTV session.
Right after that, we head over to Central Mall or whatever the name.
and have dinner at Sun with Moon. Hurray~
As always i enjoyed their food!

after a sumptuous dinner, we walk over to CQ and i asked Fulvie to help me buy the Turkish ice cream. And ful said, we paid to get teased!

Somehow or rather we ended up at the esplanade and continue to slack, chat and rot till 6am! After which, we decided to wait for the first train instead.
Feeling a little hungry and exhausted, we went over to the nearest HK XinWang Cafe.
Surprisingly, theres still many people there.
Look how exhausted we are..or rather me.

7,8,9 Jan 08 - Batam Trip

We went over to Batam without any plans, we never pre-book any hotel rooms. Luckily, Flor's dad's worker was around to show us around Batam, or else we're probably dead.
Anyway, i will update the photos in another entry, i'm tired. zZz

Regards

working days

2007-12-10T00:39:00.000+08:00

been working for a freaking mth!
Good and bad, but working life really tires me out.
woot. But oh well, i still managed to catch some movies.
Like the Enchanted, Beowulf, Mr. Magorium's Magical Emporium.

I also met up with my dear friends like fulvia, flor and my darling tasha.
went around for dinner, movie and stuff.

Plus I finally bought my wallet, my Guerlain foundation, concealer, pressed power and blusher. wee. and some earrings and tops too.

Anyway i just got back from Vivo with Andy, and I'm feeling a little sick. =(
I seriously don't feel like going to work tomorrow, but too bad i can't.

Okies time for bed.
I need a holiday, now.. whos joining?

Regards

Because of you

2007-11-29T21:20:00.000+08:00

"Because Of You"

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

weekends

2007-11-18T22:51:00.000+08:00

i thought i should be resting,
but oh well, i went to the zoo with Kelly and Christina on Saturday.
Then off to Bugis for dinner.
we ordered lots of local food for kelly to try out.
Then we end our day with a movie "Bratz".

Today i went out with my parents.
&Managed to loot 3 bags, 1 top, 2 belts and 2 pair of shoes.
and my sore throat has seriously worsen.
from normal sore throat to fever + flu.
arghs, how i wish i don't have to work tomorrow or its a public holiday or something.
anyways, i missing sleeping till noon.

time for bed.
the medicine is making me drowsy. zzz

Regards

TGIF!

2007-11-15T23:07:00.000+08:00

Thank god it's Friday tomorrow!!
finally its the end of work week soon.
can sleep and rot and use my computer! i miss my com so freaking much!

My toe was swelling like mad, and it hurts!
i couldn't even walk properly for work.. gosh my poor toes.
Finally, i can go get some new shoes so that i would not have anymore swollen toes.

anyway, i just managed to reach home as i went dinner with my colleagues (Eileen, Elva, Summer, Dorothy, Kelly & GP), the dinner was nice. Its my first time eating chuan cai recommended by Elva, very filling yet inexpensive, the food was fill with lots and lots of chili, everything is covered with a super duper red sauce or dried chili till you couldn't even see the meat at all. And its quite hot too.

ok that's all,
i'm freaking tired, im going to bed.

regards

late entry

2007-11-12T23:40:00.001+08:00

yo, i know my blog is lacking some entries.
anyway, let me just do a small summary of whats happening.
i just cleared my crazy examinations and still full of doubts about my results and stuff, lost my contact lens, went for an interview at cylon with weeling and managed to breeze through the roleplay, went to jo's 4 day birthday chalet, saw Kenneth with his gf and spend $250 today for my new contact lens and lastly I'm going to start working part time tomorrow onwards. woot.

hopefully everything goes well tomorrow, and hope i can get used to the job and stuff though its for a short period~. =D

anyway, here are some pictures that i have forgotten to update:

last day of exam went Holland Village for Italian Pizza
the pictures are actually taken through the reflection of the mirror. lol.

time for bed, lucky lucky. cheers

regards

mental block

2007-10-24T06:23:00.001+08:00

i can only wish miracle happens.

exams

2007-10-21T22:21:00.000+08:00

i wasn't confident at all about my exams this semester, i wasn't as hardworking as before and i couldn't study as efficiently either. The information doesn't get into my head and i'll forget it once i sleep. Global Marketing was the worse module ever and i'm only hoping to pass and i'll be super glad. The hefty notes of 18 chapters is killing me badly, i mean if i understand it then okay its fine, but the problem is the textbook is ridiculously difficult to understand. Worse still, i don't feel worried, scared or anything and here i am wasting my time to blog. Goodness sake, whats happening to me?!

Regards

Italy! woot!

2007-10-13T22:51:00.000+08:00

what a wonderful day~ Let the pictures do the talking!

Flor, i found the actual pictures of the pizzas!
The pizza just lack my black olives, but good enough! Yummy!

save up people!

its on the way!

regards

i know i need to be in love

2007-10-08T23:12:00.000+08:00

The hardest thing I've ever done is keep believing
There's someone in this crazy world for me.
The way that people come and go through temporary lives,
My chance could come and I might never know.

I used to say, "No promises, let's keep it simple",
But freedom only helps you say goodbye.
It took awhile for me to learn that nothing comes for free.
The price I've paid is high enough for me.

I know I need to be in love,
I know I've wasted too much time.
I know I ask perfection of a quite imperfect world,
And fool enough to think that's what I'll find.

So here I am with pockets full of good intentions,
But none of them will comfort me tonight.
I'm wide awake at 4 AM without a friend in sight.
Hanging on a hoop, but I'm alright.


Regards

what a sunday

2007-10-08T14:29:00.000+08:00

i was trying hard to study so i can go out and have fun on Sunday, but it turn all out all my friends pangseh me. =S if not, all have plans without me along. sheesh. SHEESH.

But oh well, i woke up pretty early to prepare myself to meet my friend, but end up its canceled. So i stayed home, do nothing, watch some variety shows and went out to buy ice cream for my mum. Luckily i didn't bored myself the entire day, i went out at night to watch Balls of Fury, Maggi Q is real pretty, and the movie was extremely lame. Every minute and second you'll go, "lame, lame lame! lame!!!!!". Then i also had dinner at NewYorkNewYork, the Penne Aligo Oligo Mushroom something something is super not nice lah. Should have eat something else, super waste of money and it taste worse than pasta mania.

Anyway, its a really tiring and stressed up day, i almost end up crying on the phone due to exam stress. I need a breather. Btw, my sister's birthday is coming and she demands me a treat for her to go drinking. WTH?

ps: i'm craving for the Italian food, with the artichokes and olives...

Regards

last day to enjoy

2007-10-01T08:05:00.000+08:00

finally its the end of the week, and i actually wasted my Saturday! But oh well, my sore feet don't allow me to go out anyways.

Went over to my sister's place on Sunday for her cell group meeting cum mooncake making competition. Before the actual mooncake making thingy, my brother-in-law showed us a short video of the life story of Nick Vujicic, a man without limbs. Just go youtube and google abit, and you can find videos on him. A very inspiring man.

After the video, we have a ice-breaking game, then we split into groups and started making mooncake. There are a total of 5 groups, 3 each = 15 people, so the kitchen was ridiculously crowded.

Only the girls team added additional ingredients like oreo, biscuits, yada yada. The guys uses the usual NIAN RONG+Lotus seeds. But my group (w/ my 2 sisters) was the most exaggerated one, we used chocolate, banana, peanuts and mango. LOL. But at the end, though our mooncake doesn't look really good on the appearance, it tasted pretty fine. In fact, everyone finished our mooncakes. HAHA. And guess what? we won! The reward is a Japanese restaurant cash voucher, and my sister say we'll gonna celebrate dad's birthday there. Now i know the pain of making mooncake, PURE TORTURE.

After the mooncake thing, my sister fetched us back and I had steamboat with my family. The steamboat was lovely! and i'm super satisfied and tired.

i never take any photos, all photos with my brother-in-law. woot.

this is the only picture i took in my sister's place, her tv. -_-"

time to disturb my friend and study. =)

Regards

my crazy week

2007-09-29T18:33:00.000+08:00

i've been so occupied this week, been out everyday, "swimming", steamboat, ktv, suppering, flying, bowling, movie, buffet-ing. yada yada. so fast, its already Saturday and I'm thinking what should i do next.

& its funny how my conversation with jc goes:

Me: Got fly tonight?
JC: Dunno eh. You flying ar? What time flight?
Me: Maybe 11 plus

Sheesh, i love the word fly.
ps: some people won't get it.

Regards

randomly random

2007-09-23T07:22:00.000+08:00

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:

1. Brand new Sofa
2. BMW Z4
3. New Desktop
4. New Laptop
5. New Digital Camera

Answer the following questions:

1. The person who tag you is?
actually she didn't, i just ripped if off her blog! HAHAHaha

2. Your relationship with her is:
my younger sister~

3. Your 5 impressions of her:
passionate, indecisive, fun, outgoing, weird

4. The most memorable thing she had done for you?
hugged me when i cried really badly during some horrible period of my life

5. The most memorable words she had said to you?
i have no idea.

6. if she becomes your lover, you will?
Probably kill her then sit on her. HAHHAAH evil

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
the tendency of touching my belongings, hands off! *wack

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
learn dancing and outwin her. LOL

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
erms... no idea, probably killed my dog or something

10. the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
WHAT? none

11. your overall impression of him/her is?
OH...she is my sister

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
depends, people who don't know me well enough will think im tempermental, which i actually am. LOL! but not really, i just yearn to be quiet sometimes. some see me as silly, yet some thinks im smarter than what i seem. blah blah blah. who knows. hui say i'm too unpredictable.

13. the character you love of yourself is?
er i dunno?

14. on the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
perfectionist.

15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
anyone with lives better than mine.

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them.
Thank you, thank you and thank you. =D

for people whom i've hurt:
I'm sorry if i ever did.

for people whom i love and treasure:
Cry on my shoulders!

17. pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you.

1. Joanne
2. Fulvia
3. Florence
4. Wenhao
5. kenneth
6. weeling
7. natasha
8. JC
9. zhihao
10. kenny

only include ppl with blogs duhs

who is no.6 having relationship with?
erm patrick.

Is no.9 a male or female?
Male

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
eh? Unimaginable, anyway no.7 is engaged duh. LOL

How bout no.8 and 5?
Firstly, they don't know each other. Secondly, it would be so gay. -___-"

What is no.2 studying about?
Major in Business Marketing

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Yesterday in school.

What kind of music band does no.8 like?
eh, no idea.. but i know he doesn't like BLACK MUSIC LOL.

Does no.1 has any siblings ?
1 brother and 1 sister

Will you woo no.3 ?
i guess it would be kinda weird. -__-"

How about no.7 ?
she is already my girlfriend duhs. LOL!

Is no.4 single ?
i suppose yes.

What is the surname of no.5?
thats a TOUGH ONE, wong?

What is the nickname of no.10?
nickname? eh i dunno, absolutely no idea at all.

What is the hobby of no.4?
anime lor, those love love sweet sweet and ridiculously sad ones. =X

Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
they don't know each other nahs =_=

Where is no.2 studying at?
SIM!

Talk something casually about no.1?
wo de hao peng you!

Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
omg! HAHAHAHHHAHAH no~

Where does no.9 live at?
used to be tampines, now HONGKONG somewhere.

What color does no.4 like?
oh shit, erm wenhao what colour you like? erm.... blue? or white!

Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
for your information, nope.

Does no.7 likes no.2?
They don’t know each other.

How do you get to know no.2?
my secondary school matesssss~

Does no.1 have any pets?
hahah thats a good one, she have cats, dogs, parrots, maybe some rats on her rooftop, blah blah blah. her family own a pet/animal farm duhs!

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
yes! definitely!

sick sick sick

2007-09-21T00:30:00.000+08:00

i know i should be resting since i don't feel really well, but i got to wait one hour before i can take my medicine so i decided to blog!

Lets start from what i did yesterday, i went to school to see Sherman, i really don't like him in some ways, he just have to be naggy and in fact i feel the 15 mins is a waste of time. Plus, he scolded us because we didn't see his "so called" very obvious sign outside the room.

Arghs. Oh well, but i managed to give him a very sarcastic "thank you" and he replied me with a "welcome" very reluctantly. ha!

After school, i went to collect my GV card, its kinda cute in a popcorn shape. Then we decided to maybe catch Hairspray. Since we have few hours to spare, we went to the arcade and waste our time away. we play many stupid games and laugh like crazy. We spend the most on this machine:

i suppose its beginner's luck, we only spend 1 dollar at the first try and we managed to catch that green frog! After that, everyone was like crowding around and trying to catch it. LOL. Yeah, we indeed screamed like mad =D

Hairspray was pretty okay, but was really tired, and end up almost falling asleep. I suppose its one of the movie with the longest medley ever.

Ok back to today. Its the worse worse day ever. I'm sick in the first place, but i just have to wake up at 8am+ and vomited. Sheesh. It sucks. I thought i'll be fine and after a sleep i'll feel better... But well it didn't. My mum asked me to wake up to see the doc, & while i'm changing i vomited again. =S its pure torture! luckily the clinic is not crowded or else i'll probably faint there and die. I just have to get this kuku illness when i'm supposed to be enjoying my remaining 2 weeks, arghs.

almost time for medicine. cyas

Regards,
Sherri

sick

2007-09-19T01:56:00.000+08:00

I'm sick sick and very sick. Practically living on medicines to make myself feel better and sleep better. Anyway, things has been going as what I've expected. not like i feel its wrong or anything, but i already knew it before the truth came right infront of my face. I fully understand why things are like that and its not anyone's fault, but it just ain't nice to some extend. I told Paul just now that "never make someone a priority that makes you an option". Its very true indeed. Maybe i wasn't even in the priority list thats why I'm easily replaced by other people. Or perhaps I'm just there to fill up the missing blanks on the list, so as to make the list look nicer. Once awhile, i do that too and i fully understand the feeling sucks, but i came to a conclusion that life is suppose to be like that.

I told Paul that if I'm gonna continue to dread my life because of all these stuff, I'll probably have a very miserable life at the end of the day. I want to learn to be happy and contented just by thinking, "wao i have my favourite crabs today", "i made it to school in time". I want to be happy for the simplest things in life and learn that i do not need amazingly huge gifts and stuff from people to make myself a happier person. Whether i want to be a happier person or not depends on myself, and if i have a choice now, why not i just choose to be happy? Sound quite pathetic right? LOL. But well, i only have 1 meal today, and i'm really glad! HAHAHAH.

To Tasha:
hey girl, i'm sorry if i sounded like i didn't bother about the you know what. i just hope you won't get affected by the messages that you've seen. I just wanna let you know that it won't be an issue if you take it as calmly as possible. whatever happens, i'm just a short distance away. and i know luck is always on your side la, so no worries =D and seriously when are you gonna meet me and get your present? i spot some mold on it today, and its half rotten. lol! you better meet me soon or it will probably end up in the dustbin someday. =P

To Joanne:
Hey, really sorry to always make you bring books and notes to school for me where i always ended up not going. It must have wasted your effort and stuff. I know i might seem a little distance lately, but I'm seriously very glad with your relationship and hoping it will be better. Maybe its just me or perhaps i missed those little attention i used to have from my friends. OR i just wanted people to pay more attention to my opinions and existance. But oh well, i still treasure our friendship, so you don't have to worry about anything unless you don't lor =P. But hor, when you go HK better remember to get me some good stuff bah. =D

time for my medicine and a good night sleep.
i still have to go school tomorrow! OMG! SHERMAN AGAIN.

broken, pale wings
you're just a little tired from the overly blue sky
you don't have to keep smiling for someone else
it's okay to smile for your own sake

Regards,
sherri

town~

2007-09-13T14:08:00.000+08:00

went town with the ladies for a new hairdo, i mean them not me. Well its a meaningful day, i bet its the best for flor. LOL!

i left early and went to watch "No Reservations", i liked the subtle sweetness of the movie. The small gestures that touches your heart. Aww. Good enough to watch, maybe not worth the weekend price thats all. lol.

I'm getting sick of my daily routine, I'm going to jog later, need some fresh air, need exercises, need everything!

Regards,
sherri

my horoscope

2007-09-12T03:48:00.000+08:00

my horoscope says:

The Bottom Line

If problems arise in a partnership, you shouldn't hesitate to try to go it alone.

In Detail

Relationships can be like a dance -- and unfortunately, sometimes you can get your foot stepped on. Right now, one of your relationships -- it could be a friendship, romantic partnership or even a business connections -- is in the middle of quite a tango. And if any problems arise in this partnership, you shouldn't hesitate to try to go it alone. There is little chance for a healthy compromise, and it might be time for you two to take a break from each other.

what say you?

new interest

2007-09-12T03:09:00.000+08:00

i managed to clear my parts for the projects, so i can get outta the house and get some fresh air and indeed i did. I enjoy all my friends company and love them to bits =) Woo~

anyway, for the first time i try to pick up Golf, though my posture and stuff still pretty sucks, i hope i will managed to get the hang of it and yeah! I would love to learn to play golf well. Its seems like a good interest for the future~

oh ya, whatever that i blog here is of no concern to anyone. It does not intentionally mean you or whosoever. I didn't even understand why people would think its them when i just wrote them out randomly. So don't worry too much about it bro, its not you and please freaking tell me how did you derived at that conclusion that I'm talking about you? Woosh.

many times i'm thinking if i made the right decision. oh well, i suppose its too late to regret anyway. ya, you people must be thinking i'm talking about this or who or some kuku person right? ya the truth is, i wonder if i made a right decision to cut my hair. DUH!. HAHAHAHHA lol. lame, just a joke la..

ps: yeah! tmr!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Regards,
Sherri

Ratatouille

2007-09-11T02:08:00.000+08:00

Finally after so long, i managed to watch Ratatouille. Its storyline was actually deeper than expected. And Remy is a cute rat. But it makes me think of the rats at Yishun Dam.

Anyway, i'm feeling really down on luck. I broke my slippers just before the movie started. sheesh, somemore i liked that slippers. =S anyways, after the movie i walked home from bishan with a broken slipper. so my feet is pretty sore now but it was a good walk. i always like walking home, its the only time i'm away from the rush and problems. & the only time i can be calm and think. managed to talk about stuff, and it seems things are always meant to be complicated and i wonder if anyone can ever have the best of both worlds?

btw, i saw one jacket and the esprit bag which i liked, maybe gonna get it when my wallet gets fatter. & I'm seriously going around looking for a pinky ring ever since i lost the previous one. ITS LIKE DAMN HARD LA. Its either too big or too ugly. sheesh. Oh and to add on, the mooncake thingy at J8 right, one of the male staff is quite cute. HAHAHAHAA.

i know my entry is super random, but i kinda like it. Oh anyway i was so touched by the extreme makeover home edition, such wonderful families. and kylexy seems like a nice show to watch too. oh well, i haven touch my sales project, and im feeling so tired now. gonna go sleep..

i've been thinking how long should a person wait, and how long do you intend to make somebody wait. why do you expect people to wait. and whats with the waiting thing anyway? look here, time waits for no man DUH.

ps: i can't wait for weds to go out!~!

regards,
sherri

meaningless entry for me only

2007-09-08T21:35:00.000+08:00

i so freaking love my life.
i live my life being the offender.
and doing crimes everyday.
i love it so much that i wish I'm dead.

everyday i learn something.
never ever get complacent, cos the truth runs deeper than you think.
and sometimes its better not to know anything.
if you do not want your world to come crashin' then be appreciative.
it just apply everywhere! haaa

Regards
sherri

you are you are~

2007-09-03T16:46:00.000+08:00

Maybe you think you're not right for me
that you'll never be everything i need
well i'll tell you straight from my heart
you are you are

if you don't think that you've got the pedigree
that you're not someone who can talk to me
well i'll tell you straight from my heart
you are you are

You are you are my reason
You are the air i'm breathing
Ask who's in my heart, you are you are

If ever i wanted to run away
I'd go only if you would come with me (far way)
'cause no one can talk to my heart like you are, you are
Oh if i do for you what you do for me
If i'm on your mind everytime you sleep (in your dreams)
Say the words and no matter how far
I'll be where you are

You are you are my reason (my reason)
You are the air i'm breathing (that i'm breathing)
Ask who's in my heart, you are you are

Ooh i wish you'd ask me how i feel
I'd say that I'm infatic
Ooh and when you're near to me
this urgency is automatic
ooh you're my addiction boy
and i don't want to break the habit
I'd say that you're in my heart
You're in my heart

You are you are my reason
You are the air i'm breathing
Ask who's in my heart, you are you are

Those are the things that are right with me,
Dreaming of being, everything I need
We'll I'll tell you straight from my heart,
You are, you are

You got the part of breathing
Dream of someone that could talk to me
We'll I'll tell you straight from my heart,
You are, you are

Those are the things that are right with me,
Dreaming of being, everything I need
We'll I'll tell you straight from my heart,
You are, you are (fading...)

anyway I'm feeling sick, and i got no mood to study for finance.
I'm worried, but just couldn't study.
Bah, that's when you start thinking of all the "if"

if i could just born to know finance like abc...
if i could just wake up feeling so loved..
if i could be a millionaire..
if......ya right

just couldn't imagine continuing to study any longer..
I'm overload, about to go burst soon..

by the way, you are, you are~ =)

regards

ps: did i mention i so love atomic kitten? and i still do!

i'm walking on sunshine ~

2007-08-31T10:16:00.000+08:00

I used to think maybe you loved me, now baby I'm sure
And I just can’t wait ‘til the day when you knock on my door
Now everytime I go for the mailbox, gotta hold myself down
‘Cause I just can't wait ‘till you write me you're coming around

I’m walking on sunshine whoa
I’m walking on sunshine whoa
I’m walking on sunshine whoa
And don’t it feel good

Hey, alright now
And don’t it feel good
Hey yeah

I used to think maybe you loved me, now I know that it’s true
And I don’t want to spend my whole life, just waiting for you
Now I don’t want u back for the weekend
Not back for a day, no no no
I said baby I just want you back and I want you to stay

I’m walking on sunshine whoa
I’m walking on sunshine whoa
I’m walking on sunshine whoa
And don’t it feel good

Hey, alright now
And don’t it feel good
Hey yeah
And don’t it feel good

Walking on sunshine
Walking on sunshine

I feel alive, I feel the love, I feel the love that’s really real
I feel alive, I feel the love, I feel the love that’s really real

I’m on sunshine baby o!
I’m on sunshine baby o!

I’m walking on sunshine whoa
I’m walking on sunshine whoa
I’m walking on sunshine whoa
And don’t it feel good

I’ll say it again now
And don’t it feel good

..now who's in love?

Regards

Matters of the heart

2007-08-26T07:46:00.000+08:00

I'm not too sure why friends around me are feeling rather down these days. Even though i'm not dealing too well with mine, I'm still pretty concerned. I didn't ask, i suppose if they need a listening ear they would ask. Sometimes the more somebody wishes to forget or get over some issues, its better not to speak of. The more you speak, the harder it is to get over the situation. I mean that's for my case. When i start talking about it, I'll end up in tears or some other possible scenarios that are even worse than crying and probably need another day to get over it. sheesh Ok, maybe except anger. If i don't express my anger(somewhere) I'll probably flare the next time i see the person. Matters of the heart, you're such a pain in the ass.

anyway I'm pretty amused about something or rather someone. It wasn't a bad thing actually. Probably find it amusing because i can never act/be like that. Okies, shall not elaborate further =)

ps: the entry is not about you YOU yoU Y0u or yOu. Haha, in advance, just in case i get flood again =/

regards

cry on my shoulder

2007-08-25T05:00:00.000+08:00

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They're free

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

new songs in da house!

2007-08-24T04:45:00.000+08:00

Yeah, I'm getting tired of all the songs on my playlist. So i got myself a brand new list of songs. TOo many infact.

Superstar - Cry On My Shoulder
Jason Mraz - I'm Yours
Fall Out Boy - Thnks Fr Th Mmrs
Sean Kingston - Beautiful Girls
JoJo - Beautiful Girls Reply
Fergie - Big Girls Don't Cry
Aly & Aj - Potential Breakup Song
Sean Kingston - Me Love
Hellogoodbye - Here(In Your Arms)
Lily Allen - Smile

10 english songs plus one complimentary chinese song.

=> 古巨基 - 劲歌金曲

It's a 10 minutes song that is like a medley consisting 6 chapters, within each chapters there's approximately 5 songs. I heard it in during the previous K-session, and its kinda ridiculous to sing like 35 different songs at one go. Oh well, my friend did that, and I'm fully amazed. If you're rather bored, spare 10 minutes and listen to it lol!

and here goes the freaking long lyrics =S

劲歌金曲-古巨基
监制：雷颂德

(第一章 : 天大的爱)
爱你我管不了是祸未想过是为何
能爱著你苦也未去躲《爱你：许志安》

有著我便有著你真爱是永不死《爱是永恒：:张学友》
穿过喜和悲跨过生和死

See me fly, I'm singing in the sky 《我的骄傲：:容祖儿》
假使我算神话因你创更愉快

凭我彻底的勇气爱是最大权利
不理场面不伟大我共你始终同游生死
还有哪一种结尾花光一切在乎你
没有想过太多我只需要你《爱是最大权利：ping pung》

恋爱大过天
想不想也日夜怀念连甜梦也不够甜《恋爱大过天：twins》
怎灱闪同学始终会遇见

(第二章: 讲情)
Shall we talk Shall we talk 《shall we talk：陈奕迅》
就当重新手拖手去上学堂

我带著情意一丝丝凄怆
许多说话都仍然未讲《那有一天不想你：黎明》
纵隔别遥远怀念对方
悲伤盼换上再会祈望

越问越伤心明明无馀地再过问
明明知道衷心一吻会有更亲厚质感《越吻越伤心：苏永康》

我说过要你快乐让我担当失恋的主角《我说过要你快乐：吴国敬》
改写了剧情无言地飘泊

我想哭你可不可以暂时别要睡《假如让我说下去：杨千桦》
陪著我像最初相识我当时未怕累
但如果但如果说下去或者

我有说话未曾讲你这刹那在何方
如何能连系上与你再相伴在旁《情深说话未曾讲：黎明 @ 黄耀明》
如晨光

(第三章 : 日月星辰风雨潮)
太阳星晨即使变灰暗《太阳星辰：张学友》
心中记忆一生照我心

我的爱如潮水爱如潮水将我向你推《爱如潮水：张信哲》
紧紧跟随爱如潮水它将你我包围

冷冷雨 Wo… 没焦点因找不到你《蓝雨：张学友》
冷冷雨低泣彷佛要等你经过

答应我你从此不在深夜里徘徊《爱如潮水：张信哲》
不要轻易尝试放纵的滋味
你可知道这样会让我心碎

风继续吹不忍远离心里亦有泪不愿流泪望著你《风继续吹：张国荣》

各种空虚冷冷冷吹起吹起风里梦《让一切随风：钟镇涛》
过去的心火般灼热今天已变了冰冻

来又如风离又如风或世事通通不过是场梦《如风：王菲》
人在途中人在时空相识也许不过擦过梦中

就算你壮阔胸膛不敌天气《约定：王菲》
两鬓斑白都可认得你

(第四章 : 两个人)
别离没有对错要走也解释不多《现代爱情故事：许秋怡&amp;张智霖》
现代说永远已经很傻
随著那一宵去火花以消逝
不可能付出一生那灱多

也许相爱很难就难在其实双方各有各寄望怎灱办《相爱很难：张学友,梅艳芳》
要单恋都难受太大的礼会内疚却也无力归还

Darling I Want You 你竟不知《谁令你心痴：张国荣》
默默向风呆企去等心中戏子
曾无限次欲话我知却也停止

同是天涯沦落人在这伤心者通道上同行也《相逢何必曾相识：韦绮珊&蒋志光》
许不必知道我是谁
无谓令你令你令你令你令你令你令你令你

如何可以不爱他《教我如何不爱他：许志安叶德娴》
莫非生命只配有一个他
到了没法相处再去记它好处
凭回忆制造这自欺的笑话

随时日在远飞难舍弃《冬季来的女人：林忆莲》
每次看见冷冬到访的你那年冬天
两心遇上没逃避

(第五章 : 浪情歌)
可以爱的话不会哭《谁明浪子心：王杰》
可相知的心那怕追逐
可惜每次遇上热爱
没法使我感觉我终於遇上幸福

来忘掉错对来怀念过去《友情岁月：陈小春》
曾共渡患难日子总有乐趣
不相信会绝望不感觉到踌躇
在美梦埾竞争每日拼命进取

世界将我包围誓死都一齐
壮观得有如悬崖的婚礼《飞女正传：杨千桦》
也许生於世上无重要作为
仍有这种真爱会留低

(第六章 : 神爱世人)
祈求天地放过一双恋人《少女的祈祷:杨千[》
怕发生的永远别发生
从来未顺利遇上好景降临
如何能重拾信心

神啊救救我吧一把年纪了一个爱人都没有《神啊!救救我吧：陈小春》
孤独是可怜的如果没爱过人生是黑白的

僧人都不喜爱我神你不欢喜我迫我入了魔《爱神：古巨基》
爱侣几百万谁料我蠢得竟可重覆去犯错

(完结章 : 好心一早放开我)
吻下来豁出去这吻别似覆水再来也许要天上团聚《小城大事：杨千桦》
眼泪还是留给天抚慰你是前度何必听我吠

别再做情人做只猫做只狗不做情人《爱与诚：古巨基》
做只宠物至少可爱迷人
和你不瞅不睬最终只会成为敌人

好心一早放开我好心一早放开我《好心分手：卢巧音》
重头努力也坎坷统统不要好过
来年岁月那灱多为继续而继续
没有好处还是我
若注定有一点苦楚不如自己亲手割破

谁得到过愿放手曾精彩过愿挽留《谁愿放手：陈慧琳》
年年月月逝去越是觉得深爱你

Craziness indeed!! If the words are too small press [Ctrl+], then [Ctrl -] to go back original. =)

ps: Did i mention i got a nightmare last night? Freak the hell outta me. Never thought I'll experience that pain again. Now even the whole reservoir is not enough for my tears. Goodness. Should i sleep or not? -___-"

Regards

mon-tues

2007-08-22T02:19:00.000+08:00

Monday:
keep it short. I went out with jl for dinner at Fish&Co at bugis (btw, bugis outlet sucks =P). I always wanted the mints, so i bought a huge packet of mints (1kg). By the way its endearmints. Then off to kbox till 3am and chill till morning. Though he no longer stays in Singapore, he still know Singapore much better than me. Its kinda funny that he is back from Hong Kong for a short holiday and he have to bring me around Singapore! lol. =P Now i wonder where should i bring Bwei when he come back from the United States? Hmm.. sheesh..

Tuesday:
Today, i somehow skipped school again. Yeahs, and i got wacked upside down. woot. Btw, it's my darling's birthday today! Happy 21st!!!!!!!! Jo and i went all the way down to Jurong East and hide in her house to give her a surprise. She was super surprise to see all of us hiding in darkness. LOL. Anyway, I'm looking forward for your wedding dinner and maybe a kid in the near future. I'm also waiting for you to travel to London for honeymoon and get me some good stuff. LOL. Thanks for the kinky bikini darling & Jo for the ride.. no worries your manual skills are definitely improving! Somehow i think i ate too much at CCK, no idea if i should sleep or wait 3 hours. Oh anyway, Singapore was really ridiculously small & i saw Colin's friend (sim friend) at the coffee shop while I'm eating away lol. Yes, I've been eating.. but 1 meal per day!

Somehow i was quite happy today. haha. =P

Buena noches!
(i know i always use this word, but thats the only Spanish word that I'm rather familiar with =P Okay fine, the truth is my Spanish friend only taught me this word =S. Once again I'll say.. it means "Good Night")

crystal jade

2007-08-20T04:51:00.000+08:00

i was pretty upset yesterday and didn't manage to eat anything. Struggled with my emotions and frustrations till i fall asleep on my bed in tears (not only about the sore friendship but also about something else that i shall not mention here). I do treasure friendships too much. =D

But everything is fine now. Theres only one thing left to do. Yeah do the talking. I guess theres no use trying to endure everything inside and make yourself unhappy. Paul told me to let it out and I'm glad i did. It's pretty normal that lots of people tend to get too occupied with what they wanted and gradually forgotten about whats happening around them. Sometimes words are said without caution and turns out making the other party feel bad. I mean if everyone have time to visit the toilet for 10 minutes, why not spare 10 minutes to look at the people around you and see if everything is fine? Unless, maybe if the person deliberately make you trip and fall or kick you into the drain, then i suppose he/she doesn't deserve that 10 minutes. HAHhahaa..

Btw, i was supposed to meet Ace on Saturday for dinner or chill out. But before we could plan to meet, he message me and say he crashed his car. Woot. Not his fault, but the lorry driver probably spaced out and dang, there goes his Subaru. But most importantly, he is safe and sound. Still, i met him at Bishan today for dinner at Crystal Jade. Guess what? If i didn't went to meet him, i'll probably not eat and die lol.

Anyways, I was super hungry and i wanted to order many dishes. But obviously he stopped me, well.. luckily he did cause i was rather full after the huge bowl of porridge. I deliberately tried to irritate him by saying how ridiculously expensive the porridge cost and the dishes. LOL. He surrender and say he will treat me HAHAHAHa. But in return he pinched me like twice LAH (or was it tickle? sheesh). HOW NICE.

Even though he is so nice and treat me for dinner.. I'll still broadcast and say.. Ace got the most number of credit cards i've seen. Greedy freak! He even went to get the stupid gym membership! I asked him what is that for? He say "just for show". Sheesh. Maybe i should go get a Citi clear card. lol.

Oh saw this on the 2nd floor of J8, its made up of biscuits, Jacob's!

The famous Egypt Pyramid. Er, couldn't figure out whats the other one.

On the left should be the Great Wall of China, and at the right.. hmm probably India's Taj Mahal

And the oh so famous Eiffel Tower!

hoho, here comes the Durians of Singapore, i mean Esplanade. LOL

at the most left, my guess would be Petronas Twin Towers in Malaysia

Good, i managed to see all the famous buildings at one place, better still, its edible. YUMS.

regards!

so much for the friendships

2007-08-19T02:20:00.001+08:00

friends that backstabbed you and tell the whole world you cause the breakup of their relationship and successfully made everyone condemn you (including your best pals)

friends that because of some other guys, ignore you, curse you and made you sit alone at another table in seoul gardens

friends that rush to the end of the excursion bus and leave you sitting alone in the front row just because you talk to a guy who ain't important

friends that look for you when they broke up with their boyfriends, make you meet them everyday and scream at you when you didn't pick up their calls for 1 day

friends that ask you out because you're being too sporting & since they urgently need people to go out with at that moment

friends that could actually take you for granted for 8 years and still continue doing it

friends that call you whenever they have problems and ignore what you want to say when you have problems

friends that even when you're upset and yet still thinks you're fine and good

friends that thinks you have absolute perfect temper and its okay to gang up and cheat you to make you do the presentation alone

friends that ask you to accompany them to go all sorts of places and not going to places that you want to go

friends that treat you as a substitute when their boyfriends say they're not free

friends that totally ignore your presence just because some other guy is more important

friends that even you disappeared and didn't notice until they turn around (by then you're on the bus home)

friends that make you go all the way down to meet them and back out just because the boyfriend pms

friends that think the song you send sucks, yet when the guy she likes send her the same song she say its such a wonderful song

friends that when you said you're angry and still thinks you're joking

friends friends friends...

i wanted to say i love my friends. which i do.
but sometimes i feel like screaming so badly cos i have friends that didn't bother.
years after years, i endure and endure.
when i say I'm unhappy, why does it sound like a joke to you?
do i look like I'm joking?
nobody understand why I'm feeling so bad because of friends.
that's just because you never understand how i feel.
sometimes, certain things that deem simple to you doesn't mean its simple to me.
I will never like the same guy as my friends,
and when i said it i mean it, so don't doubt me.
and because of all these, i have gradually started to hate guys.
Now you know why i like girls more.

I need to calm down.
I'm fine, I'll cry and wake up tomorrow as if nothing happened.
Still smiling infront of everyone as if I've got no problems.
And allow them to take me as a joke and laugh it off.
And let them think I'm acting like a kid that get angry over such stupid stuff.
oh yeah. I love my life.

Regards.

miss bad attitude

2007-08-13T03:46:00.000+08:00

I've been having real bad mood these days. Usually no matter how unhappy i get, or how i was bullied in the past by the stupid attachment manager who swear at me and stuff like that, I'll still give a super smiley face (or with no expression), but i suppose I'm really at my limits. Just really tired of being nice all the time, always the one listening to their problems and tired of people taking me for granted. It's always the i accommodate you and not the opposite. Anyways, yesterday i called Paul after i reached home and he suffered listening to my rumblings. lol. and thanks to Chris too. Hopefully after getting some sleep, I'll feel better and go back to my usual self. Anyway, i also felt bad that I'm showing an unhappy face back at Xin Wang HK Cafe, but like they said it's probably the last meeting (so folks pardon me =P) I've officially become a grumpy bear.

Btw, Rush hour 3 was really lame. I was feeling rather tired during the movie, but Chris Tucker made me laugh through out the movie that i don't have time to rest and close my eyes. It wasn't a movie that leaves you saying the plot was great the CGI blah blah, but it was a good laugh. I'm gonna watch the Jay movie and Bourne Ultimatum! Anyone wanna join? LOL

Oh i forgot to mention, we went for ktv on Friday and then to steamboat at bugis. The steamboat was really good! I'm definitely gonna go there again, if i have the time. Anyway I'll upload some miscellaneous pictures. Click on them to see those pretty/handsome faces alright?

Fulvia birthday~

Shucks, i need to get back to Vietnam.

wasting the days

2007-08-11T03:00:00.000+08:00

i have no idea what I've done lately besides going out. Nothing accomplished, especially for school. My mum was getting rather annoyed at me going out every single day, most probably because i used to stay home often (like hermit). I've also noticed i gradually start to club more often from maybe once in 6 months to 3 times a week, which i hope its not an addiction. Cong told me that I'll turn ah lian if i continue to fly. I guess i should go back to my normal routine, no more clubbing.

Anyways, been receiving calls from this superbly persistent uncle lately, he called me every morning to ask me for lunch and obviously i said no many many times. He stopped calling for a week and yesterday he called while I'm sleeping. I've never seen anyone so persistent ever, especially for somebody his age (even though i have no idea what's his age). Next time I'll make sure i will not let anyone steal my phone. Any idea if i could block numbers?

I know my entry doesn't make much sense, but i seriously need to get some sleep. I still need to meet darling chris for lunch tomorrow. woot. and also go through my economic indicators for United Arab Emirates, China and Vietnam. Though, I'm pretty used to analyzing the GDP, Annual inflations and stuff. It's still sickening. I hate to see the imports, exports and trade balances. Arghs, why can't they just give me their balance of payments with the current account, capital flows !? Arghs, and i have to say, glo-bus is such a pain. I've have no idea how strategy would work in that program because the participant guide is horrendously thick that before i could fully digest the content, I've already forgotten what I've read earlier. It's really not my forte, and I'm glad i have Florence, Joanne and Carol in my group.

ok. keyboard off.

Regards

23/7-05/8

2007-08-06T17:25:00.000+08:00

I've been rather busy lately, thus i could only do weekly updates.
But theres one problem, i don't remember what i did.
ok i'll try to elaborate more, or else, its like a stupid notepad which serve no purpose.

Here goes my week!:

23/7 Monday:
I went to school just for project, the project was pure torture. The globus was stupid and a waste of money indeed. Anyway we went for KFC after the short torture then, thanks to Shawn for sending us back home.

24/7 Tuesday:
No idea? Can't help it, i really don't remember.

25/7 Wednesday:
As usual i went to school for the sake of projects. Then head down to Bugis for buffet at Sakae Sushi with prissy, flor, weeling, fulvia and jo. We told Fulvia that we're meeting our poly friends, but HEY FULVIA look here, actually we went to look for a present for you. LOL. opps. After some walking and searching for a gift, I went home to change into a new part of shoes then went out immediately to meet my darling chris for Dragonfly. (i met someone rather horrendous, as in behavior wise)

26/7 Thursday:
hmm don't remember what i did. OH! i overslept. No more chicken rice. (Fulvia was supposed to treat everyone chicken rice if i attend school that day)

27/7 Friday:
Woke up in the morning and meet up with Fulvia and Flor at Nee Soon South CC for Badminton. We also had our lunch at the cafe, the food wasn't bad.

28/7 Saturday:
I'm suppose to meet up with Renhui, Norizan and Chris, however for i've no idea what reason Missy Renhui put us aeroplane at the very last minute when she is the one who invited us for nightout. DUhs. So only left me and Chris, but I'm so superbly excited to see Chris i waved and my hp flew into mid-air.. yeah and it landed on the floor. *SPAT* Officially spoilt. Since we didn't want to spoil our original plans, we went down to Dragonfly. Everything was great except..

29/7 Sunday:
I met up with Jack for pool. I know he was rather surprised that my pool sucks. I give all kinds of reasons to cover up my horrendous skills. But really.. i wasn't really THAT BAD!

and another~!:

30/7 Monday:
I remember on 29/7 (Sunday) i met up with Jack for pool session then we chatted till morning, i went home to wash up and off to school. Met prissy on bus and she say she wanna buy 4D, which however we didn't. Oh and lunch at Ajisen with Ful and Flor.

31/7 Tuesday:
met up with Fulvia, Florence and Joanne at Marina Square for Seoul Garden.

32/7 Wednesday:
Quiz in school, met sister in town, went to service my phone.

01/8 Thursday:
Went to collect my phone at Wheelock. I missed my queue number, how stupid.

02/8 - 05/8 Fri - Sun:
Fulvia's Chalet: Happy birthday ~!

What to expect next week:
1. 8 August Sentosa (BBQ)
2. 8 August dragonfly (Maybe)
3. Today: Dinner with my darling
4. Tomorrow: Projects discussion
4. Globus Globus Globus
5. 168, 168, 168 hours

regards

16/7-22/7

2007-07-26T21:08:00.000+08:00

Happenings of the week!:

16/7 - Monday
its the first day of 1 week break, so I'm suppose to do my passport but well, i overslept. Recalling, i don't remember what i did.

17/7 - Tuesday
woke up early in the morning at 7am & my dad fetch me to SIR Building. I managed to change my passport photo and collected the "citizenship application form" for my grandma. Right after, i rush back to change into something decent enough for a cycle in East Coast. Met up Prissy, Alvin, Weeling & Patrick at Bishan and off to East Coast Park. Due to serious lack of sleep, i fell down the bike twice, the first wasn't serious.. but the second was BAD. (lazy to post photos)

18/7 - Wednesday
Fulvia wanted to meet up for a swim (and I'm very tempted), but since i'm feeling rather exhausted plus haven't started packing my luggage, i decided to stay home and rest. So around 10pm, my dad fetch me down to Fulvia's place. I stayed over at her place for a short drama and took a really really short nap. At 4am, Prissy & her bro came over and fetch us to the airport! First time in budget terminal, don't you think the location was really bad? Its out of nowhere! The flight was bad for me, my heart go surrender. (ok almost)

19/7 to 21/7 - (Bangkok 3D2N)
Hello Thailand, Bangkok!

Day 1: First Hotel; Bo Bae Market/Tower; MBK Center; Suan-Lum
Day2: First Hotel; China Town; Bo Bae Market; Country Place Restaurant; Guided by Pong
Day3: First Hotel; Chatuchak Market; Platinum Mall; Suvarnabhumi Airport

Thanks to my parents for sponsoring my trip. And also to Tom Indee (my thai friend) for driving us to such a lovely country place restaurant outside of Bangkok. The atmosphere was great, the food was lovely, the tower beer taste better than tiger beer and also the waiter is so polite and cute (Opps out of topic). Oh and to Pong, friend of Tom, thanks for showing us around the streets of Bangkok, your recommendations of hotels, Thailand telltales, and last but not least i have to say its amazing how you can speak in chinese!

We did took some photos here and there, but i'm really lazy to reduce the sizes. THUS, i'll see how it goes okay!.

What to expect:

1. Projects piling up. (which i've no idea is what)
2. Hao coming back to Singapore on 14 August-21 August from Hong Kong
3. Fulvia Chalet at Aranda 3rd August-5 August.
4. Jo interested in holiday trip during 8 August - 12 August (Tioman?)
5. Christina booked on 3rd and 8 August for Dragonfly.
6. I don't know why, but i'm having a headache
7. I seriously need to focus on my studies, somebody grab hold of me!

regards

hmm

2007-07-14T07:21:00.000+08:00

i'm lazy to upload any pictures and stuff. Anyways here's what i've done this week:

Monday: I don't remember what i did.. i think too much drinking made me really blur lately.. its like when i'm trying to put on my makeup.. i end up misplacing my concealer and stuff and till now i couldn't find it. My memory is really getting real bad.. i can't recall what i did 5-10 minutes ago! goodness.

Tuesday: Went school, then off to marina bay with Prissy, Alvin, Weeling, Flo, Steven & Fulvia for steamboat.

Wednesday: Went school, then to Fulvia's place with Jo, Prissy and Weeling for mahjong. Met Renhui at night for dinner... then to St James-DragonFly to meet Christina, Jenna, Elaine for a crazy night. And it was indeed crazy.

Thursday: Met up with Jo and Tasha in town for dinner, then head down to Zouk for the event. It was fun to be with the ladies, its interesting to see you-know-what. But well, i'm still on track, wasn't influenced. Anyway, its just for pure fun alright, nothing big deal. Don't make a mountain out of a molehill, thats my advice really. Sometimes when people are too stressed up with work, and seriously lacking social time or pure entertainment besides having those with their lovely partners.. they get excited over everything that touches their curiosity. Seriously.. who wouldn't? That's basic instincts, that's human! I would say, if anyone is confident enough, there isn't a need to fret really.

Friday: I've officially been skipping school too much, but well what to do.. foreign lecturer sucks. Met up with erm uncle dyiwei for pool initially.. then end up at jalan kayu (prata) for i've no idea what reason. I got burned by the exhaust pipe due to my carelessness, now i know why i didn't like bike, cos its worse than taking a bus. I was kinda harsh on somebody earlier, well sometimes i feel.. its not good to always expect people to accommodate you due to your fussiness. In this world, its give and take alright! We can pamper you once awhile, but not everyday. Just my opinion.

Saturday: Which is TODAY! well.. i needa start planning my schedule to change my passport photo. Its getting nowhere, and i only left few days to bangkok. Deepshit i know. I will do it asap alright.. okok fixed.. monday will be the day.

Plans for the day: Might be going to meet chrissy again at DragonFly.. maybe Francine.. Renhui.. Huimei.. blah blah.. no idea.. will see how it goes.

Sunday: I'm freaking broke, I'm waiting for my parents to be back from holiday. My wallet is starving and I'm starving due to overspending on drinks and not food or clothes. HOLY SHIT.

-regards

lack of sleep

2007-07-07T00:47:00.001+08:00

arghs, I'm so lack of sleep.
end of story.

i'm lazy to blog.
anyway i miss my darling.

woo

2007-07-02T22:14:00.001+08:00

i notice I've wrote all these:

"i wonder why people could actually give up their lives while others who wish to live longer cant even get to live enough. sometimes living is really harsh and unbearable. some people make it through and some couldn’t. I’ve heard many suicide cases all related to relationships, i truly understand the pain of breakups and stuff, but i feel nobody is really worth anyone to die for. But.. sometimes we act and before we could even regret its already done and over. always remind yourself that, you’re not the only one who is depress, you’re not the only one who is unlucky. if people can live under such harsh conditions, why cant you? its never easy to do, but only when you strive though the harsh conditions then you will see the true beauty of life. Never give up."

"Maybe i just wanted to constantly remind myself that, nobody is worth wasting time on. People take people for granted, and they don’t feel appreciated. Because i always cared for others, i always hope that i will get them to care for me too. But in reality, they only care about themselves, and neglecting how i feel. I feel used and only needed when he/she needs help. I no longer want to live in a place where i smile because people wanted me to. Now i smile only because i feel i deserve to, and to do things i think i can satisfied myself. From the start, life is meant to be alone. I have seen this point, experience it and now fully convinced."

lol. obviously i didn't have it in this blog. I don't like emo entries. Anyways, sometimes i'm surprise what i've wrote and at times i don't even remember. Its all because of guan's problems, it reminded me of such post. lols. funny.

regards

school reopens..

2007-07-02T20:07:00.000+08:00

its the first day of my last semester! seriously, it was nothing other than boredom, and i'm freaking tired. the lecturer was really boring and the modules are dry yada yada. anyways, a quick update of what i've done, i went to watch Transformers with William, the movie was pretty good actually. But don't ever get seats too near the screen, you won't want to strain your eyes.

Weeling suggested dinner after school, and being very affected by the GSTHike from 5% to 7%.. they decided to have something affordable for dinner. They made a rule that those who do well for the exams have to treat dinner, so no choice i've got to treat~ So here goes.. yeah and they go on joking about..me getting high distinction for business ethics.. "is skipping lecture ethical?" duhs. >.< sheesh. They also kept complaining that i was ridiculously quiet today, and seem really weird. I know i'm odd today, but i'm just feeling sick and tired.

anyways, Andrew brought this to school. It was super cute and he stuck it into the puncher. LOL. Anyway, the tag on it said its not a toy.. its for decoration and as a screen wiper.

(i secretly took pictures of it.. LOL)

ps: I saw Juwita earlier in amk.. she is getting engaged! congrats girl~!

regards

Coffee Prince

2007-06-24T15:52:00.000+08:00

hoho! less than 10 days... to Coffee Prince. Excited lah...
The last drama of Gong Yoo before going to army.. >.<~ anyways, i really hate his hair in this drama... they deliberately wanted him to look old.. now he got this uncle-ish hairstyle.. arghs. How can he from all this pictures become... THAT?! Nvm, i'll still support the drama, besides the wolf dog something drama this is the most anticipated korean drama of July (by critics)!

(the uncle hair in Coffee Prince)

Coffee Prince Photoshoot:

all the guys in the Coffee Shop... i wanna work in this shop now.

ps: counting down..............................

random

2007-06-23T19:46:00.000+08:00

I just got back from the salon. I was in the salon for freaking 7 hours. >.<>.< oh well, forget it. I'm gonna go back next week, for a new hair dye... maybe i'll ask him to cut my fringe a little shorter. I really shouldn't go out anymore. I just went out and i spend nearly 300 dollars. Hate it. AGAIN.. i bought the Shiseido products from the salon.. so now i have a Shiseido shampoo, conditioner, hair gel, hair mask, serum... sheesh. A 125ml serum cost $33. -__- a freaking small conditioner cost $34... I CAN BUY Jo's Kanz brand for 2 large bottles(shampoo & conditioner) at only $32!

Anyways.. let me blog about some random stuff. My sister and i wanted to try new kind of pizza.. so we ordered PizzaDeFrance (www.pizzadefrance.com). It's not bad actually... i mean as compared to Pizza Hut... they're not stingy on ingredients, doesn't charge delivery services and it was cheaper than Pizza Hut~ (even the delivery man is friendlier, LOL)

Sunshine Fantasy/Seafood Fantasy/BBQ Chicken
Their four seasons are really really good, i mean its veggie, artichoke are lovely!
Btw, oishi pizza is also not bad.

I fully make use of having Fish&Co in AMK HUB, so we have take-aways from Fish&Co. Seriously, eating in the restaurant is definitely better... The food are way too salty, i've no idea if its because of the chef or whatever. But i bet glass house is the best outlet.

sunburn

2007-06-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

i woke up at 9am today to go swimming with my sister & Fulvieee.
but it happen to be having thunderstorm, so we waited till noon.
anyways i got sunburn.................and currently in pain.
fulviee obviously didn't cos she was much darker than me.. >.<
now i feel pain whenever something touches my skin. OH GOSH.
I seriously need to replenish the SUNBLOCK LOTION.

we went to scope for courses.
Pilates, Yoga, CardioMix, blah blah..
but all the timing for the lessons are not really good...
it either clashes with my sister's dance class or fulvie's ballet lesson.
oh sheesh, but probably will try to see if we can fit in the cardiomix course.

we also went to the nearby gym's cafe for food.
the 7 layer healthy sandwich is really nice.
and we also had fruit salad with bananas, watermelons, green apple, raisins, sunflower seeds, orange, blah blah with honey yogurt. yummylicious.

11 things..

2007-06-15T02:10:00.000+08:00

Theres this cute Korean song talking about the 11 things girls want about guys.
The list goes like...

1)Only be with me (this is damn duh, who is looking for somebody that is two-timing?)

2)You have to speak to me as you look only at me (this is abit erm.. control freak)

3)You can't get angry even if I am 20 minutes late everytime (important to me, cause i'm always late. STANDARD)

4)Even if you are tired you have to walk me home (Usually guys will not acknowledge they're tired, and if they ever say they're tired and not walking you home, SOMETHING is WRONG. Just like when you're super tired but you still meet your bf for dinner or movie, but cause he is tired he doesn't walk you home.. doesn't sound right. And earlier when he is going after you, no matter how tired, he will still walk you home. Sheesh even no matter how tired my dad, he still fetch my mum off work everyday! But oh well, if he is really tired (which is super dangerous for drivers) and staying ridiculously far away, obviously nobody would mind that! who will anyways.)

5)You have to take out my picture from your wallet from time to time and kiss it (this is ridiculous, sounded like some psycho and when you breakup with him he is going to stalk you and make your life miserable)

6)Call me at least 3 times a day (3 seem rather acceptable to me, cause "usually" my bf will call me in the day to wake me up, so it makes it 1. Usually couples tend to chat at night for awhile so makes it 2. Then maybe in the noon, during breaktime or etc, you might chat awhile or something, so there you go 3. Anything more than 3 is too much really.)

7)You have to believe/trust me (OBVIOUSLY)

8)You have to tell me about your day (i always think, problems start arising when people stopped talking about themselves/how they spend their day. Gradually, they think its a waste of time to talk about their repetitive daily routines or even LISTENING to others. Its like you notice married couples always divorce and said they couldn't communicate, duh of course cause nobody is willing to talk about themselves! Its like you got home, really tired.. then your wife asked hows your day and you started saying as usual LAH or even "tell you you will also don't understand". I mean for the worse scenerio LAH... lol.)

9)You have to always be on my side (Nobody can be by your side forever or always.)

10)When I'm sick you have to be sicker than me/when i'm hurt, hurt with me (i kind of liked this one, cause it sound good. I mean it felt good if you're hurting and somebody else hurt with you or hurting more. It's like you will feel better if you're not the only one among your friends who failed the exam. Alright, bad example.)

11) Even when any girl in this world comes to you, you have to only call my name (Unless your boyfriend is gay)

P/s: not bias against man, just that they are more usually used as an example. LOL.

Results

2007-06-06T17:27:00.000+08:00

I deliberately made myself laze in bed so i don't have to wake up and check my results. Jo called my place and thereafter i couldn't sleep. Well, this time i checked my results without hesitating and trembling (i kinda give up of getting worried). I just click click click. It wasn't say bad, but pretty obvious that i didn't study. I'm damn surprise i got high distinction for the least possible module, "Business Ethics". Our project for ethics is only credit (about 24-27.6% out of 40%), so it means i score at least 52-56% out of 60% for my exam paper. O.o? now I'm worried whether if the system malfunction or something... cos all my friends got either credit or pass.

The rest of the modules are mostly distinction. Though i got distinction, i know one of the modules i almost flank during the exams which is AMCA, the exam results was pathetic but my 2 HD projects pulled me up, but thank god i didn't flank the exam paper if not the 2 HD is simply useless because i need to get at least a pass in exam to pass the module. So getting a distinction doesn't actually mean i did well during exams, this tells me i should buck up. >.<

According to the old criteria, i managed to hit my degree with distinction! but not too sure whether I'm in the old or new criteria system. All well for now.

PS: Don't ever go gym without eating, cos you will vomit. I ALMOST DID.

Regards

那年夏天宁静的海

2007-05-25T11:36:00.000+08:00

那時我們天天在一起
太幸福到不需要距離
很貪心要全世界注意

只是太年輕快樂和傷心
都像在演戲一碰就驚天動地
今天看你昨天的你去了那裏

那年夏天我和你躲在
這一大片寧靜的海
直到後來我們都還在
對這個世界充滿期待

今年冬天你已經不在
我的心空出了一塊
很高興遇見你讓我終究明白
回憶比真實精彩

那時我們天天在一起
太幸福到不需要距離
很貪心要全世界注意

只是太年輕快樂和傷心
都像在演戲一碰就驚天動地
今天看你昨天的你去了那裏

那年夏天我和你躲在
這一大片寧靜的海
直到後來我們都還在
對這個世界充滿期待

今年冬天你已經不在
我的心空出了一塊
很高興遇見你讓我終究明白
回憶比真實精彩

還記得一起努力
還有那些一言為定
現在我就當過去是種學習
雖然好不容易

那年夏天我和你躲在
這一大片寧靜的海
直到後來我們都還在
對這個世界充滿期待

今年冬天你已經不在
我的心空出了一塊
很高興遇見你讓我終究明白
回憶比真實精彩
未來我期待未來

k addict

2007-05-10T08:46:00.000+08:00

It's mother's day! & my fridge is filled up with strudels (apple, mango, peach). (ps: my mum love strudels). So, once awhile i will get her some strudels, to make her nag at me lesser. LOL. Dinner will be postponed to wednesday since everyone is busy. Anyways, my younger sister will be going to Bali! Gosh, i also wanna go~ Since i'm kinda free from exams, i've been flooding myself with dramas and more dramas. Did you know because of the stupid school i got to rush my projects all the time till i got no time except to sleep and rest. urghs.

1) Hello! Miss
In the drama, Lee Da Hae's expression is priceless, she can change from anger, to doubt, to happiness, to embarrassment and then shyness in a short scene. Anyways, it's a light hearted drama, simple and nice.

2) Que Sera Sera
It has ended as at 13 May 06. But i haven't get to watch it cos the subs ain't out yet. It's one of my current favourite, since Eric is in it, plus the soundtrack is damn lovely.

3) Witch Yoo Hee
haven't finish watching it, i've got 10 more eps to go and its.... not making me interested yet. At the moment, the jokes and stupid effects didn't work for me. Plus this drama makes me think of "Hana Kimi" which i given up watching halfway.

4) Coffee Prince No. 1 Shop (not shown yet)

I'm awaiting this drama, because Gong Yoo (Male lead) is acting in it. Plus, the "Goong" lead actress Yoon Eun Hye will be taking the female lead role, so i bet many people will be supporting the drama. I seriously don't really bother if the goong girl is around or not, but i think she will help boost the drama ratings (evil). Seriously, I guess I'm fated to watch her drama, cos the reason why i watch "Que Sera Sera" is because Eric is acting in it and initially SHE was supposed to be in it, then due to some sickness she canceled it. THEN, now i'm supporting Gong Yoo and she is ALSO GOING TO BE IN IT. Crap. Anyways, it will only air in July which means by then school ALREADY starts. DAMN.

Here's a little synopsis: This drama is based from a romantic comedy manga by writer Lee Sun Mi (이선미). The heroine, Go Eun Chae (Yoon Eun Hye), disguises herself as a man in order to avoid an arranged marriage. She works in a coffee specialty shop and then falls in love with the hot-tempered president of the shop, Choi Han Kyul (Gong Yoo). Han Kyul thinks that Eun Chae is a man so he starts to think about his sexuality and Eun Chae is torned that she cannot reveal herself unless she wants to get herself married off.

ok, i know sickening to brag about dramas.
but whatever.

PS: I WANT TO UPLOAD PHOTO BUT BLOGGER IS SERIOUSLY NOT WORKING, THE HTML IS TOTALLY CRAP.

2007-05-08T23:38:00.000+08:00

finally, it's over. Instead of feeling better, i feel rather exhausted and pretty worried about how my results would be, because it felt worse than last semester. oh well, i can only take it. my friends are going M'sia tomorrow, but i'll be lying on my bed to get some rest, and hopefully my eye would recover soon. I'm planning(actually i planned this way before exams) to dye my hair, maybe some highlights, and rebonding, but guess I'll wait for Fulvia so we can do it together which is probably around June, so for this month i should focus myself on exercising coz I've been feeling super lazy lately. & i hate the lack of movements, it just makes me feel like I'm getting old and again lazy. Ace called me today and said he wanted to eat the Botak Jones around my area. SHeesh, of course, i told him I'm super sick and really shouldn't consume such heaty food at the moment, furthermore, it's so sinful +plus the thought of it just makes me feel like I'm eating fats.

I seriously think i need to manage my finance properly, but whenever i leave the house, i will spend 10+ to take a cab to some places, and another 10+ for a cab trip back home. It was so frequent that it had become a fixed cost rather than a variable cost. Just imagine me going out everyday for a month, i will spend 600 dollars just on traveling which excludes any bus/mrt trips in between. sheesh, i can actually save up the money for holiday. But still, i got many stuff that I've already thought of buying before exams started, the wanted list has been filled up by so many items that i think i cant possibly purchase it at one go. In short, i will be very broke by the end of holiday and left with no $$ for year end trip. (SUCKS!)

ok LAH, my topic is drifting further & further away. after exams we went to NTUC and got some ingredients and such. i got myself the onigiri which i haven't eaten for awhile and other ingredients for the French dipper sauce. went home and made the dipper, i took some pictures here and there, but the stupid blogger is not functioning. arghs, irritating. blogger are always full of problems and errors. arghs. can't stand.

anyways, i'll update again cos i'm falling asleep.

regards

new blogskin

2007-05-06T01:09:00.000+08:00

i know i still have exams going on, but i really feel like changing my blogskin cos the previous skin no longer portray my mood. & now at the moment, i prefer something black rather than a simple, serendipity white. anyways, after much trial & error with the swf, js, xml files, i managed to put up the stupid flash mp3 player on my blog! it wasn't that difficult, but scripts are just so sensitive, a little mistake just spoils it. just hoping the bandwidth won't run out.

the songs are basically from the drama "Que Sera Sera". The songs/music in the drama really fits my taste, so i'm practically listening to it 24/7, even when i'm sleeping i blast it on my iPod! besides, i also love the drama, cos it wasn't the usual Korean drama that is full of lovely moments, laughter, light-hearted scenes, and too good to be true storyline. The female protagonist no longer get stepped over by others, and fully opinionated. In simple term, very realistic and intense drama - with no more i love you, you love me and happily ever after kind of stupid storyline.

But then, after reading the synopsis for the episode today, i feel it's getting a little overly intense that i wonder what kind of ending it would have, probably some really horrible ending since in real life 8 out of 10 cases result in bad ending. LOL. and i doubt anyone will die, cos its not like accident happen all the time in reality, i been wishing to get knock down but well it didn't happen. =x

I'm not recommending people to watch this drama because i know they will give up watching it cos the dialogue was way too chim with many hidden meanings and i doubt there's any funny scenes (i don't recall myself laughing). &plus, if the subtitle is in Chinese it will be even worse. and ya i don't want people to come telling me i recommend them a sucky drama that isn't funny, nice blah blah or they fallen asleep etc etc. sheesh, people are just like that.

i also watched the 200 pounds beauty. OMG. and i have to quote this line from an article "The film poignantly reveals the way beauty exercises its power in our society. At the same time it shows the duality of plastic surgery; the way society constantly reminds women that beauty is attainable, yet women who go through plastic surgery are condemned, because they challenge the male fantasy of effortless, natural beauty. The film shows how women are consumed and discarded like a disposable product in a capitalist culture; a singer cannot debut without a pretty face, but even with beauty and style she will still be discarded when she is no longer popular."

SO DAMN TRUE LAH.
so ladies, if they don't appreciate how you look.
then kick their ass, someday someone else would.

regards

exam stress

2007-05-04T08:41:00.000+08:00

it's the 3rd paper today.
I'm under extreme stress and lack of sleep.
20 chapters of stupid imc.
(HATRED)

I'm TERRIBLY SICK from exams.
i got a swollen face this morning. which is now (8.44am).
i got eye stye which is hurting, and i cant blink!
i got a terrible sore throat, like its rotting..
I'm sneezing with a real bad running nose.
my goodness, how am i going to study in this manner.
let alone taking the paper later!

sherri is dying. soon.

im bonkers

2007-04-12T10:32:00.000+08:00

i'm not coping too well with the mugging.
can't recall a single thing that i've gone through..
even the so called basic 8 Ps.
i think having no motivation to study.
is really gonna ruin my exams.
i used to be focused and hardworking!?
(i mean DURING exam period of course.)
miss sherrie, what the hell happen?

oh yah,
since i'm already so stressed up.
i just have to blog about some nonsense.
instead of bragging on and on about the f@*king exams.
and how not confident i am about it.

recently i just got to know.
in Roman numerals, CD means 400.
C is actually 100, and D represent 500.
so CD means its 400. (500-100)
meaning 100 (C) less than 500 (D).
i can seriously imagine the difficulty of reading roman numbers.

imagine X represent 10.
and I represent 1.
so if the number is 711.
in roman it would be DCCXI!?
which is D(500) + C(100) + C(100) + X(10) + I(1).

and one more thing.
if you ever notice.
at the ending credits of a movie or drama whatever.
usually foreign films.
you will tend to see roman numerals at the end.
such as MCMLXXIV, would means 1974.
it shows the year that the film was produced.

amazing huh!
that's what my sister learn in school.
so its 2004 now, it should be... MMIV.
holla, how lame...

time to get back to books.
gosh, how depressing.
looking at Russell model of affect.
i'm currently located in the distressing region.
where im in such a unpleasant situation.
with such high arousal - ANGER/unhappiness.
crap really.

V.O.S - Look Into My Eyes And Tell Me

2007-03-31T23:32:00.000+08:00

lyrics for my new blog song.
love the song yums.

Look into My Eyes and Tell Me
translation by: eebyul (also credit: aheeyah.com)

I think today will be very busy
I need to practice being by myself
It seems that when tomorrow comes, things'll be alright
When shall we meet and talk?
No, I want to see you right away but
Im afraid of the words of separation

Look into my eyes and tell me
Tell me that you dont like me anymore
Why cant you look at me?
Its a lie, right?
We love each other right now
Cant it be by just that?
Fine.. even if you dont say anything
I know it all too well...

I think today will be painful for me
I need to go through the symptoms of separation
It seems that when tomorrow comes, things'll be alright
When I was on my way to meet you, I seemed so happy
But in this moment, I hope time stops

Look into my eyes and tell me
Tell me that you dont like me anymore
Why cant you look at me?
Its a lie, right?
We love each other right now
Cant it be by just that?
Fine.. even if you dont say anything
I know it all too well...

I wont ever have another love like this
Theres one thing I want to ask
Did you really love me?
Did I treat you badly?
Its not that is it?
If I walk a few more steps
If I dont turn around
I need to let you go without any attachment
Good Bye

i'm homeee

2007-03-24T03:19:00.000+08:00

finally the imc lecturer replied our email.
and we got some slight changes. woot.
not that major. so its okay....
however.. my part wasn't commented. oh well~

anyways,
almost thought of meeting Ace at Zouk.
but i told him i'm bankrupt. LOL.
i need to save for my holiday trip also mah!
i think work is too stressed for him.
so he is like enjoying all he could on Fridays.

but still i met up with Steve for KTV in the middle of the night.
craziness. and no idea why always change car.
its the third different car! -___-" open bank or what?
anyways, the kbox at AMK was pretty nice.
i mean its brand new, so everything still FUNCTIONS.
oh, i also wore my specs today.
so he will stop complaining about my dry contact lens.
sheesh, and say i'm a vainpot.

i guess i have to go bed.
if not i'll be damn dead tml.

*exams during april.
oh god, i wish time will just stop....
i hate exams man! especially this semester.*

courtesy of stickgal.blogspot

2007-03-19T18:32:00.000+08:00

I'm doing this every single day:

How long can your false front last?
When will that smile fade?
Ha-HA. who knows.
but i think I'm damn skilled LAH!

but seriously...~~abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz~~ f*@k YOU.

sometimes i hate sms-es! ewwws.
pukes*

mart` don't give me weird testimonials!
i'll rip~~ped~~ you apart!! *ARBISH*

- sorry prissy for misunderstanding!
its not you!!!! really!!~!!!!
look at the picture, it's a GUY with 2 strands of hair. =p

cheers

2007-03-19T01:05:00.000+08:00

i just wanna laugh.
when i hear mart` say.
he is overworked, underpaid and lack of sleep.
come to think of it.
most Singaporeans are overworked, underpaid & LACK OF SLEEP.
but well except those rich kiddos.
they might not be underpaid, but i assume.
at the rate of them spending their night time in clubs.
they are definitely overworked and lack of sleep.
LOL! i suppose mart` is also one of those rich kiddos. =P

I'm rather free these few days.
I've got no projects on hand!
ok la, i lied. not NO projects.
i mean i still have incomplete projects.
but this week wasn't as hectic as previous.
and i know my girls are spending all their time in/outside.
dating, playing and sleeping.
prissy say we're gonna have fun when everything ends.
yeah, i missed the Sentosa trip earlier.
i'm not gonna missed it this time.
and hopefully prissy and weeling don't bring the rain along.
-__-"

anyways,
this song is damn addictive.
it makes me think of...
the past.
but holla! its the end!
over!

....

2007-03-18T01:59:00.000+08:00

after few years.
i'm still at the same spot.
i didn't know the impact was this huge.
never too late.

regards

Bday & Ladies Nite

2007-03-15T23:36:00.000+08:00

i'll try to make it short.
went to school on my bday for presentation.
i didn't really present well, i thought its one of my worse ever.
anyways, i didn't notice that my friends are planning a surprise for me.
so as usual im sucha blur sotong.
i didn't notice anything till they show me a cake right in my face.
anyways, many thanks to my friends!

then we head off to kster.
i sing quite badly with my horrible sore throat.
anyway weeling is damn amazing again.

after that, we meet up prissy again at Clark Quay for dinner.
Prissy the tour guide asked us to eat the Hokkaido ice-cream first.
and bcos of that my stomach starts churning -_-"
hais, i really can't eat ice-cream, especially with an empty stomach
then, we went to Waraku for dinner..
cos Sun with Moon wasn't opened yet.

we make quite a scene.
lol. complaining here and there.
and switching tables. =P
seriously the food portions are DAMN HUGE LAH.
so for guys, you can definitely visit Waraku to fit your huge stomachs.
after that, we went to Singapore river.
for games and some chats.
really exhausted at the end of the day.
somemore before i went home.
i went to mac to buy food for my sister with my stomach feeling extremely unwell.

Next,we went to The Clinic yesterday.
It's a little crazy, with the games, drinks etc.
and Christina called me.
so after Joanne & Christen left earlier,
we joined Christina and her friends to continue partying at mos.
pictures taken at mos are all with Christina.

these are the free coupons given by The Clinic.
5 per person. so we have got like 25 coupons i think.

Mdm Black & Mdm Wong wore tube dress lehs!
there Simone, now you can see Fulvia all you want. lol.

me, jo, mdm wong, as you can see jo is burning red. LOL.

us, playing the superman game. i mean super-person.
and, picture taken with Christina friends.
Christina, Fulvia, Rie, Flor, Joy, Fran.
i have no idea where other people go.

anyways,
surprisingly i msg-ed Jiecong.
and EVEN more surprised he replied.
so he went down to mos from zouk.
we had a lil crazy chat for i have no idea how long.
and went home together since he stay so freaking near my place.
but i seriously thought he stay in JURONG.

anyways, i'm really tired.
and i finally found a song for my blog.
it was introduced by mr Jiecong.
and it's kinda bitter sweet, and i liked it..
here goes the lyrics

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I dont why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

Chorus
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
no one in the world that could replace you

Chorus
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things remind me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

what?!

2007-03-12T08:01:00.000+08:00

I'm officially 21!!!

NO, sorry. I mean 18. =P

(I'm a lousy liar)

i wish i'm dead

2007-03-06T20:35:00.000+08:00

want to know whats been happening?

- my uncle, our closet kin passed away
- attending funeral everyday till late nights
- my aunt fainted at the funeral and almost.....
- I'm so worried that my aunt will have a heart attack
- i finished eating my medicine, but I'm still sick
- i have 5 school projects yet to clear
- i have presentation on my birthday
- my school mates thinks its funny and played a prank on me and got me pissed
- my sister doings becomes my fault and got me scolded
- my parents are in such bad situation, i think they want to slap each other.
- I'm annoyed, pissed and upset everyday.
- at home upset, at school pissed, at funeral get scolded,
- when finally when I'm at home, DO PROJECTS.

i can only say.
i need to do project.
ciaos.

chinese new year

2007-02-24T04:11:00.000+08:00

went prissy place during chu 3.
with Fulvie, flor, jo, weeling, prissy, alvin, patrick.
each of us bought/made/cook some food.

so we have Roasted Chicken, Tuna Sandwich, Nuggets, beehoon & mee made specially by chef ong, fish balls, veggie with bacon dipper and mango pudding.
those who cook/made, are really good. wife in the making.

anyways,
i also went to watch Just Follow Law.
Fann is damn cute lah!
Gumit is good too.
oh well, all laughs.

i seriously need to get back on track.
im moving further and further.
especially for SCHOOL.
i never even attend meeting.
cos i'm sleeping my day away.
i have no idea why, during school days..
i will feel extremely tired.
and i tend to need more sleep than usual.
arghs.

i have to start going through the forecast calculations.
i know nuts about it. sheesh.

*don't ever let anyone walk all over you.
BITE them.*

Love you i do

2007-02-16T23:15:00.000+08:00

Never met a man quite like you
Doin all you can, makin my dreams come true
You're strong and you're smart
You've taken my heart
And I'll give you the rest of me too
You're the perfect man for me
I love you I do

Mmm I love ya

Never felt, quite like this
Good about myself
From my very first kiss
I'm here when you call
You've got it all
And confidence like I never knew
You're the perfect man for me
I love you I do

You've got a charm
You simply disarm me every time
As long as you drive
I'm along for the ride, your way,
I said it before,
There won't be a door that's closed to us
I'm puttin all my trust in you
Cause you, you'll always be true

I never could have known
This would be
Ahhh, you and you alone, yeah
All for me.
I know you're the best, you've past every test
It's almost too good to be true.
You're the perfect man for me, I love you I do.
You're the perfect man for me, I love you I dooooooooooooooo!!!!!

nicknames

2007-02-13T20:50:00.000+08:00

ya dearest SIMONE LAI SIMIN
asked me to blog. so HERE I AM.

she make me remember all those funny nicknames..
that we used to have during poly days.

how it started from i'm mcky's dao lao po.
to simone's the xiao lao po.
in short form, he just call us "Da De" and "Xiao De".

besides, mcky also love to call us "Ah Liu" & "Ah Lai".

Seriously,i have no idea why mcky give us all these weird nicknames.
it really funny, and ridiculous.
but i do miss those days.

i miss calling them by their full names so they will pay extra attention to me.
and how ridiculous when i got the same password as mcky.
because our IC numbers are so identical, only the last number and alphabet is different.
EVEN our admin card is one number away!

please ignore these horrifying faces. LOL

i freaking miss nyp, my class, my friends. SOBS

anyways..
Happy Vday Everyone!!!

ps: eric oppa~

dreamgirls

2007-02-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

yeah. at the rate of 300kb/s
i finally get to see my dreamgirls.
beyonce is super gorgeous.
i wonder why is she so charismatic & gorgeous.

Jennifer Hudson's singing....
damn amazing. Gosh seriously how can they sing like that?!
I think her rendition of "And I'm Telling You"
is super heart breaking, and you can feel the sadness from her voice.
I'm damn touched by it.

i like Jamie Foxx when he acted in "Ray".
But for dreamgirls, i think he is one selfish guy.
yeah, hate his character.

i didn't really bother much about the storyline.
I'm just listening to their singing.
anyways, i think many will feel kinda bored if they hate movies like "Chicago".
i always like musical kind of story, so its fine with me!

nicole kidman is still my best! Moulin Rouge~!

*jump off to project

busy busy

2007-02-11T06:02:00.000+08:00

I've been extremely busy over school work.
and also hanging out with my friends.

i think i went bugis numerous times.
met up with tasha & Jo for some quick bite & Shopping.
saw Mcky and managed to get a cheaper fashion cap.

i love my cap!!

went to school.
waited for Prissy's friend weisheng to join us for lunch.
went to the Chinese Restaurant near SIM..
together with Jo, Weeling, Prissy, Florence, Fulvia & Weisheng.
spend 140 dollars for the course meal of i think 8 dishes.
i didn't try all the dishes, but it was not bad.
pictures all with florenceeee

sometimes i think im a little too fair.

met up with tasha to visit Prestat in Raffles.
went for dinner at magic wok.
really missed those poly days.

met up with tasha, zaid and many many others to momo.
spend all my energy dancing like crazy.
min ask why we're so hyper today..
OBVIOUSLY! we never club since so long ago!
we're just stressed up and tired of school & work.

the couples...........

this lady sing damn well. charisma x 100.

we're in the toilet.

super tired, with my messed up hair + fringe + cap.
and equally messed up tasha

Ps: Thanks Zaid for the fetch home.

Pss: some people are just too free to eavesdrop on others & like to make a mountain out of a molehill. i can't blame them really, cos that's the only thing they're good at. seriously shame on you and your huge mouth.

sherri, ko-ed

madness

2007-02-03T04:46:00.000+08:00

i know i wasn't suppose to blog at this hour (5am).
when i have to wake up at 7am for school.
but, i just.......... Whatever.

I went shopping earlier till almost midnight.
AND bought...
3 bags, 5 t-shirts, 3 tops, 2 long 1 short
1 pair of jeans, and a cap!
i still have to get my Topshop long sleeve top..
a black pants, black shorts.
and at least 2 pair of shoes.
or maybe another cap! (its never enough arghs)

after the crazy shopping.
we wanted to take Nightrider home.
but since we couldn't find any, we HIKE over to esplanade.
its freaking far, and we actually missed the first 1N bus.
cos, the driver just drove past without checking.
SUCKS. if i board the 1st 1N bus i will reach home at 2-3am.
BUT because of that stupid driver, i end up reaching home at 4am!

oh, btw.
before we walk off to Esplanade.
this tourist actually got lost and couldn't find his hotel.
so we managed to bring him back to his hotel,
even when i'm such a road idiot.
and since we actually guide him around,
he volunteer to help me carry my stuff. (sounds dangerous)
and he also left his contact number,
saying if we ever visit his country he will show us around..
since he is a tour guide over there.
oh wells, i know we should beware of strangers.
but he just have the "I'm decent" aura.
maybe i'm just gullible..

oh wells, i need a holiday break.
B-A-D-L-Y

swollen eye

2007-02-01T23:56:00.000+08:00

i got a swollen right eye.
not very serious but a little painful.
i was excited to get my specs.
but due to some freaking bad quality situations.
i have to wait for few more days......
and i dunno how long i can continue wearing contact lens.
since half the time i'm rubbing my eyes.
and wasn't ABLE to look without blinking my eyes like ZILLION TIMES.
oh well. hopefully my specs will come back in good condition.

anyways, i went around town, CBD area last few days.
trying to conquer all boutique chocolatiers.
and the sight of chocolates really make me wanna puke.
vivocity is a little too big for humans to walk.
its huge and wasting so much land. =P

yesterday Fulvia's dad fetch me back to bishan.
and i carried this stupid A4 box home.
with my swollen red eyes + an A4 box.
i definitely look like i just got sacked.
so its pretty embarrassing...
but i end up laughing at myself on the train.
which i think my actions make it even worse.

btw, i opened my mailbox today.
and surprisingly i got this postcard from mr zhihao.
i'm super touched that he remember what i posted before.
about the postcard collection thingy.
he went Beijing earlier this week..
and he send me a postcard right from Beijing!
oh thanks brother! >.< that was like so sweet LAH!

more postcards to come..i hope. LOL.
lovely lovely..

-ciaos~

new specs

2007-01-27T20:23:00.000+08:00

school wasn't GREAT.
i forgot my wallet.
ended up borrowing $$ from Andrew to pay the cab!
and, i tried calling my 5 friends.
none of them pick up their phone.....
oh well... thanks Andrew.

Besides, i stared at my lecturer today.
shit now the whole world knows I'm fierce.
whatever.

anyways, went to make a new specs.
since my mum been bugging me to get one.
when my specs arrive on weds,
I'll wear it to school, cos my eyes are very tired from wearing contact lens.
especially during morning lessons.

i'm damn tired.
i'm going to rest.

i really hate projects

2007-01-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

i woke up pretty late for project meeting today.
i slept at 7am, as i'm watching movies.

The Painted Veil, i suppose it was showing in the theaters now.
i like the story, it lasted around 2 hrs 15 minutes? and usually i will be damn bored halfway through, which i obviously did NOT. somehow, i think the story would be even nicer if its longer =X

Idiocracy, this movie was STUPID x 100 to the core.
if its gonna show in Singapore, please don't waste your $.

Pan's Labyrinth, i watched this cos they say its gory.
which is a LIE. its not gory, and i don't get the story at all!
well maybe, i'm half asleep since i don't even remember the ending.

The pursuit of happiness, the movie just makes me think.
when you have no money, practically everyone leaves you. sheesh.
and of cos, success is when you don't give up holding on to your faith. theres this part will smith said "I remember thinking; how did he know to put the pursuit part in there. That maybe happiness is something we can only pursue, and maybe actually we can never have it, no matter what. How did he know that? "
not say fantastic, but still acceptable.

theres still many more, nothing really interesting.
i'm waiting for harry potter and maybe spider man?
the movies these days, are boring enough to kill me.

-

anyways
went out today for project meeting.
with my 5 lovely team mates.
i seriously hate the modules this year.
boring, and difficult to understand. freakout.
especially when the lecturer pick an industry that is counted minor in our country, the info available was PATHETIC. Worse still, i don't even know anything much about that industry. Since i don't like chocolate, i know nothing about chocolates.

i have no idea why i feel so busy when school just started not log ago. im practically doing research everyday and i hate it. its damn annoying when you couldn't find any relevant informations. sucks really.

before i go into madness, burning my brain off. i have started to plan with Fulvia to go swimming every wednesday, probably to relax my nerves and stop it from burning. Hopefully, the rest would join us then we will have lots of fun. I'm also interested in jogging on sundays and also the body toning classes Fulvia mentioned earlier. And i seriously like the thought of playing badminton every week!

i know it sound a little crazy, but its just a sudden urge to exercise. I seriously wanted to do some exercising to release stress, and i wanna do it before the urge goes off. Then it will be empty talk again. And all this exercising thing kinda makes me miss those days when Renhui always ask me to play badminton. cos its like damn fun L-A-H!

haha, exercising aside. i went to Botak Jones with Prissy & Alvin. its crowded and i almost puke due to the large portions. you won't believe how a skinny Alvin can managed to clear almost 2 plates of botak jones. its okay if he can eat that much,

BUT the problem is..

how can he be skinny when he eat that much!?
that's how unfair life gets, some people can just choke themselves with food and not be fat. while others have to eat veggies all their life and still remain fat.

- *BOOM*

cat eat fish

2007-01-20T19:59:00.000+08:00

what have i been up to?
school projects are starting to flow in.
and i'm NOT ready for it. arghs.

i also went for my hair cut.
shorter fringe, and way thinner hair.
i almost wanted to cut more,
Fulvia & Jo's fringe is way shorter than mine.
Fulvia looked cuter, and Jo look super cool with the biker chic hair.
& Flo got a new parting.

also went chomp chomp for dinner.
with Flo, Fulvia, Jo.

And thanks for Flo's bf for giving us a lift.
they're been together for almost 6 years. wah wah.
and i think they might get married 6 yrs later. wah wah wah wah.
very amazing to me, cos this will never ever happen to me.

i also met up with Tasha.
the girl with the most interesting life ever.
went to Balcony again cos other places are practically full.
i didn't like the upper level area, its in a mess.
and they bug you to order because they're out of menus.
i still remember the first level was full of cockroaches.
what a horrible place indeed.

anyways,
my memory is failing me.
PLUS my headache is killing me.
critical..

Jo should have experienced my sudden short term memory.
was it due to not having enough sleep?
but i did sleep actually, and i keep asking the same question and forget tomorrow.
OH SHUCKS.
BLESS ME.

too much time to spare?

2007-01-16T15:03:00.000+08:00

besides sleeping more than i supposed to.
and visiting school once every alternate days. =x
going out for k-session, pool, makan.
and soon gonna go cut my hair.

i'm still left with adequate time for me to be chef liu. lol.
oh well, not really good enough, but just bored.

its, pan pizza. made from scratch, from the stupid dough. and adding the ingredients. super tiring.
i forgot my favourite black olive.
the chocolate cake, by the time i took the picture. it's 1/4 left.
and lastly, the mushroom omelette.
i'm so BO-LIAO.

anyway, i wonder how long i can endure living with my grandma.
her pms is like 100 times worse than normal being.
i almost feel like strangling myself. oh god.

in need of sleep

2007-01-10T22:52:00.000+08:00

school been really boring
and i didn't really attend lessons
basically I'm playing instead.
and wasting money of course.
paying my 6k school fees, cab fares
and spending hundreds for books again.

yesterday, went Fulvia's place right after lesson
for mahjong session, all because of prissy's idea.
so the 5 of us ended up playing mahjong till 7pm.
and yes they forgotten to open red wine that day.

today, we went to ktv right after class.
we end up in Chinatown from 2-7pm.
had lots of crazy singing and fun.
Fulvia couldn't join us due to work
but we did lots of voice & video recording.
so we can "share" our fun with her hahaha

i don't have the video with me.
and we're so busy singing we never take any pictures.

anyway, i'm way too tired...
pardon me, i know this entry is crap.
gonna rest

- sherri

the arrival of a brand new year

2006-12-31T04:00:00.000+08:00

one celebration after another.
new year is approaching again.
here comes 2007, time really just go by so quickly.
i'm gonna turn 21 next year,
and soon i got to step into the society to work.
and be more responsible haha.

was chatting with my spanish friend online.
he reminded me of how people in Spain celebrate their new year.
He say, in Madrid, Spain´s capital,
there is a Puerta del Sol tower clock right in the center.
When the clock starts to strike 12 at midnight
people in Spain will start to eat a grape on each stroke.
so 12 chimes, one grape each.
Just like eating 12 grapes, each a second apart.
which is, rather impossible i suppose. lol
how can you finish eating 12 grapes in 12 seconds?
but it was kinda fun to welcome a new year with a mouthful of grapes.

the grapes are thought to bring good luck and happiness,
ONLY...
if you managed to finish eating the 12 grapes within 12 seconds of cos.

oh well, i better prepare my 12 grapes.
haha, who knows, i might finish it.
and i will have a better year! lol...
great year ahead fellas, cheerios.

- sherri

rollercoaster

2006-12-26T13:44:00.000+08:00

i had a really confusing day yesterday.
i was feeling unpleasantly upset by many stuff and i almost pissed half of those people on my msn. which i really want to apologize about that. i wasn't just upset about some stuff that humans already know, I'm upset about many others that i kept it to myself. so normally humans might just think, I'm overreacting on an issue that ain't that great, but the case is there is more than what meets the eye. Baaa. lolx

but right after, i end up laughing through out the night.
it happen when I'm waiting for Steve to come over my place.

1. he was supposed to reach my place at around 1am+,
but he disappeared suddenly and never pick up my calls.
so i just thought maybe he fallen asleep.

2. i ended up chatting with my sister in the living room. after like 1 hr later, we notice that my sister's bf was missing too. as an hour ago he was supposed to be bathing, but he didn't came back. so my sister went to the kitchen and started bursting out in laughter. i went along, and i saw my sister's bf sleeping on the kitchen floor. he was so tired, that he fall asleep on the kitchen floor - amazing.

3. 2am+, i was chatting online, and i thought I'm chatting with someone else. but it ended up that i got the wrong window, and I'm actually chatting with Steve. he was telling me he fell asleep, but I'm practically oblivious towards what he said and continue to flood him telling him, about "my friend" that went missing in the rain. it took me awhile to notice I'm talking to Steve about Steve.

4. my sister bf was bathing halfway when my grandma needs to use the toilet. so he came out half naked with a towel. and all 3 of us were like laughing and staring at him while he run towards the bedroom. >.<

5. Steve came & we head to McD to get food for my sister & bf. Steve tried to act gentleman and kept saying that he bring an umbrella so that i won't get drenched and stuff like tat, its so funny cos he look weird with it and he wasn't used to sheltering somebody with an umbrella. the McD trip was quite stupid, and we gave so much trouble to the person at the counter. but it was all laughs.

very interesting day.
and i end up being too happy.

i told Steve that i want to visit different towns of many different countries, and within those towns i will buy postcards from the souvenirs stores and wrote down the experience/thoughts i have in the town and mail it back home. i hope i will eventually get a huge box full of postcards, with the stamp "air-mail". it would be even better if I'm the one receiving those postcards from somebody else.

- this entry was suppose to be a lil funny, but sadly I'm bad at storytelling. boring.

- sherri

merrrrry x'mas

2006-12-25T05:14:00.000+08:00

its 5am! goodness.
and I've just gotten home.
i went town in sleepy mode with my sister.
then watched "The Holiday" with Ace.
its nice la, go watch it.
even though Ace has a serious issue with Jude Law.
I still think he is charming, and Cameron Diaz has such lovely blue eyes.
Jack Black is way too odd in the movie, his eyebrows just ain't right.

anyway i also saw Renhui somewhere in Cineleisure.
she went town scoping around to see her bf that is on duty.
how sweet, and the sms she shown me. sweet dude. I'm happy for you.

I'm extremely exhausted.
and I'm glad i stayed away from the....
spray craze outside Wisma.
which my sister describe it as...
once u leave a building, zombies will start chasing after you.
and to avoid them, you can only leave at dawn. lame.

im tiredddd.
i need sleep.

don't ask why i took it in the kitchen.
anyway just took it randomly for fun.

the CROWDS in town.
its horrible.

Merry Christmas everyone.
especially to those...
- with shit duties on x'mas
- that got exams around the corner
- that just got back to Singapore from business trips
- and those way far in U.S, HK, Spain, Australia, blah blah.

- sherri

turkishHhh

2006-12-23T17:26:00.000+08:00

went out for Christmas shopping with my sisters.
been so long since we last went out together.
anyway went to have some turkish food.
and bought some clothes.

oh yeah,
btw, i watched Happy Feet.
cute baby penguins.
but most importantly. the voice cast are all my favourites.
Nicole Kidman, Huge Jackman, Robin Williams. Great.

anyway I'm lazy to blog.
sisters going to Christmas Carnival today.

anyway, if wanna contact me.
just call me.
Sorry to say, but I'm really really lazy to reply sms.
I will still answer the phone calls though.
so anything urgent, just call me alright.

Misc Pictures...

i need peace.
please give me peace.

- i thank you

back to school

2006-12-15T16:52:00.000+08:00

went back to school for enrollment.
didn't sleep enough last night.
and gotten super tired.
surprisingly i wasn't late today, weeling was.

i went to dye my hair yesterday.
it wasn't really the colour that i wanted.
but can't do anything about it either.
prissy say theres isn't much difference with my previous colour.
maybe i should have gotten ash blonde ( a lil dirty green). >.<
i finally saw the "thing" Anson mentioned earlier.
he told me he was stunned when he saw a guy being dumped into a dustbin.
so here it is:

its not just one, but many of them.
theres even another huge dustbin with 3 man inside.
lolx. the advertisement was trying to convey that,
if you don't keep up with corporate training you're lose out and be dumped.
how lame.

after all, i kind of miss school.
My friends are planning to go holiday during the school term. not sure if I'm joining them, but we'll see.

gonna make sushi soooon....

precious moments

2006-12-11T23:39:00.000+08:00

this is one of the two pieces of precious moments that i liked the most.
so cute with the lil boy&girl eating ice cream together!
next is.. the one that the girl is holding on to...

this is the Precious Moments Baby Angel Musical Waterball.
It plays "Rock a bye baby" when the Moon lights up.
so lovely isn't it. oh man, i wanna get it.
alot of people are selling it on the net, but the prices are all over the place.
i wonder which is the most worthy/reliable to get.
i should get it as a present for my own x'mas, if possible.

cheers.
"in the snow globe, it looks like a world that is perfect & snows all the time, but its fake, if the surrounding glass breaks, the whole world crumbles"
sadly but too often true, beautiful things don't last. =)

- sherri

my friend

2006-12-08T03:04:00.000+08:00

this is the manga of love kilometer.
i added some simple colours to the ordinary manga using photoshop.
i think i'm just plain bored. but i love the hair colour, yums.

btw, i watched "which star are you from?" the korean drama.
a really cute show, the actors acted well.
though it gets a little annoying during some parts of the drama,
the interaction between the male&female protagonist is enough to keep you watching till the end. since mediacorp is showing it soon, you can catch it on tv. if not just search it on youtube.

ps: if you can't see the chinese words below, either its too small or not readable. just change your text size or character encoding of your browser. =)

to zhihao:
i notice you have been blogging too much!
are you trying to act intellectual like me? lolx...
well i'm here to say, i know life's been a roller coaster for you..
and it's been tough be it school, life in hk, or anything.

but...

Do you still remember what you wrote in one of e cards you send me?
You wrote:可能這世界已經沒有你愛可是我會是那個永遠在你身邊的人
You are there when we need you, so you better NOT forget you still have us! Your darkest period will soon be over, even the darkest sky have stars around. We're like stars to guide and help you fight against the darkness, and eventually it will enter brightness again. It's just like, 再暗的天都會有明亮的一天。

I know you gonna say you hate this x'mas, but i have this friend who once told me that we don't need to have a magnificent x'mas each and every year, having one good one is enough isn't it? if all were good, then won't we soon get complacent? so what if its not a good x'mas this year? we still have another one next year, and many nexttt!

i know you're going through a rough patch now and you are still trying to cope with your studies and many other misc. stuff. but most importantly, i hope you put away the hatred, and the disappointments and don't give up on yourself. stay optimistic =).

- sherri

new blog - hurray

2006-12-06T23:46:00.000+08:00

I'm back with a new blog........skin. 3cheers
almost chose the other plain design.
but it looks kinda messy so i end up with this.
didn't really like it that much,
but it should do.

yeah. many should know its 6th December. LOL
e results for my very first semester in university is out.
mostly distinctions, so its good enough for me.
i feel so light right after i gotten my results.
loads off my shoulders, i feel at least 10 kg lighter. YA-HA!
i know it sounds exaggerating.
but exams? my fatal spot.
after all, I'm just glad i'll be able to join my friends for next semester.

oh well,
no time for craps.
I'll go explore my photoshop cs2.
cheerios.

i still want some black olives pleaseee~

d(o.O)b

2006-12-04T03:53:00.000+08:00

someone complaint that i never blog for too long.
obviously, i know. but i have nothing to blog about.
its 4th December, and I'm not feeling too well.
i wasn't sure if it will get worse or better.
whatever that is, i can't read my own thoughts.
and I'm tired.

i feel like eating e Italian pizza.
with lots of black olives.
plus a little seaside getaway...

that's all
buena noches ppl, besitos =)

- sherri d(o.O)b

painted floors

2006-10-17T14:09:00.000+08:00

check this out.
email from mr toh weiyang.
the painted floors of a lift to scare people.
it's so amazing. lol.
well it look better in bigger picture size.
but its too big for my blog =P

CRISIS.
help.

was watching guessx3.
i couldn't believe it.
i saw mr JOHN LEE-CHIANG on guessx3. =S
i can't believe my secondary friend is on guessx3. crap.
and i notice it before they show his face.
cos the way he talk is too unique.
those who rem, shld be able to notice it when they hear it.
wat a world. and he is in the Hua Mei Nan Zi.
(guys as lovely as flower? i dunno what it meant in english) LOL.
AND GUESS WHAT? he is the winner -___-"
well but i like no.5 better. =S
1. not gd at socialising.
2. very honest & decent.
3. short black hair
4. yes he is the tallest.

hahahha ok. interesting day.
and i miss sec sch days!